Today I took a really hard decision
I think I will start binge recovery
I don't know what to do and I don't know if it's possible to do it while still doing high restriction
I am so sick of binging and I really don't want to binge again

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Today I took a really hard decision
I think I will start binge recovery
I don't know what to do and I don't know if it's possible to do it while still doing high restriction
I am so sick of binging and I really don't want to binge again

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before eating questions
each time the need to eat a lot or binge, come back and answer these questions :
(stuff in blue is stuff that matches my personal situation btw!)
5/11
Fasted for 23h (โ ย โ โนโ โฝโ โนโ ย โ )
Then ate pasta , some fruits and some weird vegan chips that I bought on my way home ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
It was pretty good and filling though ๐๐
Couldn't take any pictures of it though
Didn't count all the Calories but it was all around 700-800c
My steps for today: 14k
How did I feel ?
I felt pretty good, not too full but not hungry
I liked the mix of healthy and unhealthy foods (the chips) and it made me feel like I ate what I wanted
And that's all for today guys byee๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฝ
Today wasn't a great day with food but it's okay ! I will just kill myself and hope I won't ever eat again

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Hi guys!!!
I don't know if anyone remembers me hahaha but I've been away from Tumblr for a while because of school and some family problems
And I've gained weight and lost it and then lost more and then gained ๐ญ
I've decided to get back here to help me get back on track and lose some weight before the end of the year
I'll think of a plan for the new month and I 'll keep u guys updated ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฝ
reasons to not to binge:
to be the skinniest person in your family and friend group
youโll regret it the second itโs over
food wonโt shut your brain up
itโs so easy to undo all your progress
youโve to work hard again
youโll be bloated
youโve been trough worse- you donโt need it
you want control? this is where it starts
that โcomfortโ lasts 10 minutes- the guilt even more
to fit in XXS
to have a perfect body
to be petite
to look sick as you are in your thoughts
to hear โwow youโve lost so much weight- how did you do it?โ
to have control
remember: youโre not hungry, youโre bored
Tips from Weight Loss Diaries:
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Appetite suppressors:
- Caffeine
- Energy drinks (Celsius is my fav only 10 cals and it boosts metabolism and promotes hair growth)
- Fizzy drinks (zero cals ofc)
- Nic
- Water (sticking to the basics yuh)
- Teaโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
Getting out of food:
- Blame on health: Period cramps, headache, stomachaches, etc.
- Wrap in napkin and throw away when you get a good chance to.
- Just ate or the iconic โIโm not hungryโ
- "I'm trying to eat healthier, so I'll pass on this."
- if you have to eat, eat as slow as possible and say your full once everyone else has finished.
- Not in a ๐คฎ kinda way but if itโs flushable you can get rid of it in the toilet.
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Ways to occupy your self:
- skin care (I like to self tan because it takes a while to dry, keeps you from leaving your room and it drys faster if you walk around iykyk)
- school work/work for money
-workout duh
- play a video game. They keep you locked in unlike tik tok or something that you can put down at any time.
- Watch a movie
(Also if youโre just gonna be on your phone you might as well walk around your room or something and be on it. Take advantage of the moments ALONE!)
Me after eating too much

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I hate food but its all i can think about
how to lose 30 pounds in 20 days no borax no glue
does anyone else over calculate calories? you knoww.. just in case โข _ โข
No but my English has become so much better since I've started using tumblr wtff thank you guys for letting me type so much (แแฃแ)ี
my friends eating their high calorie burger king meals while i sit in the booth eating my block of titanium ๐

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New strategy is always skipping breakfast because I always wanna eat at the end of the day
Okay new new strategy is eating breakfast because I got a little too crazy last night, wouldnโt consider it a binge but ending up eating more than I wanted at the end of the day
IVe always had a food drawer because I get food insecurity if thatโs a thing? I feel like food is going to go away I donโt know
Anyway I like to keep protein bars or chocolate in it sometimes enough to last months
Right now Iโm just keeping a few things