No, not here.

Have you ever had that feeling of certainty? Like when you finally know what you want, and what you will be looking for. If yes, then this is it.

91117 | I took myself out on date.

HIGH ON HIGH STREET

This was taken during our last “out” at High Street. We left so many memories there. During college, we always go out on High Street for our Advertising Photography class. I think we came to a point that we were making our subject and projects as an excuse to go there and hang out up until the morning.

The first time we did that was during an external project for the class. We have to take part as an official coverage for a fun run. We got there around 10pm and ate and watched a football game and roam around the streets while kids in skateboards hang along the other side of the pathway. We haven’t slept at all! So during the event that morning we were so sleepy we didn’t even finished the awarding. Haha

The next trips were about just hanging out and taking photos here and there. But highlights of those nights weren’t really the “project making” but the “side trips” we did - gelato nights, killing time browsing books in fullybooked, walking along the pathways, crossing from street to streets, and feeling sleepy until we finally realize we need sleep.

Fortune Island, Nasugbu, Batangas.

And so I was viewing some blogs to get inspiration from. Just to share, I am currently in the middle of fixing (or more likely trying out) a literary blog which has been a long time goal of mine to do but only had gotten a time to do recently. But that’s another story.

Anyway, as I was reading and looking out on those blogs, I suddenly realized that I am really not for that type of writing; the kind of whom to share every whereabouts and every destinations. Well yeah sure I “tried” doing that way back but it only occured to me just now why it hasn’t been working everytime i’m trying it out - it’s just not me. Sure, I would love to share everything on a blog and tell the whole world all my experiences but it always comes back to my rants and life realizations and everything in between. I know im so lazy on updating and bringing my slr with me and taking photos of everywhere I go that is blog worthy, uploading heavy high res files to make the blogpost appealing, and telling a story on each and every photo. That’s the goal sure, but that’s just not me.

“Eh sino ba ako?”, myself asked myself. To answer the question, I havent yet to figure out that yet but I know that what I had realized today answered a lifelong goal of mine that is needed to be re-furbished.

But I am not staying away from blogging since it had been my shelter during emo nights and happy times. I think I can do vain life updates once in a while or post my rants here in there or maybe share random life realizations once but not the blogger I thought I ought myself to be. I had gotten hold the Literary Editor position on our school paper during highschool and I think this is, until now, my writing forte. I might as well stick to that so shall the rest to follow.

Being the organized and sort of OC that I am, all my wordplays and other literary/fiction works be posted on a separate blog. As if someone cares. (But please please please please do check it out here: http://lawrites.tumblr.com/) I accept comments, suggestions, and even criticisms!

Also, deleting old posts to give way to my new (I hope this will be the last) refurbished tumblr account. Reviving this one to see if I belong here.

You look so ‘pine’..