Trash for Lachlan.

I think this was a good transition back into writing, don’t you guys??

That’s rough, sorry love 💗 Yes safety is definitely priority right now, all my classes are online in some way right now (whether it be zoom conferencing, uploaded lectures, or uploaded notes to copy down) and it’s hard to adapt to but it’s definitely the best option at the moment. Senior year is very important and I’m sorry about all the things you’ll have to miss out on, but at least you know you’re missing it for the right reason

Awe 🥺 I love y’all’s support for this blog and for me. I’m sorry I’ve been gone so long, I promise I still look over this blog and miss how we all used to be, life just got busy in college and I have to prioritize that, but we’re gonna get back into this!! I’ll take a look at my inbox tomorrow and write at least 1 blurb, I have a few things I gotta do for classes but it should not take all day, just send in an ask reminding me tomorrow 😂

I’m doing okay, thank you my love!! I’ve been handling college and trying to figure out that kind of life stuff, and I’ve gotten a boyfriend (and he makes me really happy) and I’m just adapting to online classes and everything, and I thought maybe it’d be a good time to start writing again. It might be a slow start as I get back into everything, but I really do miss this blog and having requests that would just make my brain all !!!! with creativity. I hope all of you are safe and I hope life is treating all of you well right now, and if any of you are dealing with added stress and anxiety (as I’m sure we all are right now) my inbox is always open to even just chat if you need to, I’ll make time for anyone because I’ve had my own share of major anxieties lately (for example, I was given three days to leave my dorm and was told I could go back to collect the rest of my belongings, but due to the spread of this virus so quickly, for everyone’s safety we’re not allowed back until further notice (which I understand and agree with, but I’m still anxious), so please do not hesitate to reach out to me if you need just one person to listen to your stresses right now. We all need support sometimes, and I think right now is one of those times many of us need it

Lachlan was honestly shocked. He had just gotten his admission letter from a school out of state a few weeks ago and now you’re pregnant. He never envisioned being a dad this young, definitely not before finishing high school, let alone college. And he knows this must be ten times harder for you, because you’re the one who has to go through everything where if he really wanted to, he could leave. And that scares him for you, because that’s so much stress he wishes he could take away from you. He promises you that regardless of what you do, you’re going to have him by your side but to be honest he’s scared of whatever decision you make. If you choose to keep the baby, will it end up driving your relationship apart? He has no idea, but he knows it will limit both of you in what your futures could be. If you abort he feels like he would feel guilty, because maybe you only do it because you don’t want to drag him down. But what if you two really aren’t ready to be parents? What if you two completely destroy this relationship with each other and you end up being horrible at coparenting and this child is miserable because of him? And if you put the baby up for adoption, he’d feel guilty for any future children you two have. If you two end up having a kid down the road he’ll feel so guilty that you two gave this baby up, because he can’t even begin to imagine what they’d think of themselves knowing their parents gave them up. He has no idea what you should do, and he feels so bad that this is all on you. When you tell him you think you’re going to keep the baby, he realizes this is real and he needs to tell his mom, which horrifies him. He promises he’ll go to a state school to support you and the baby, and that no matter what happens to your relationship (which he’s hoping will stay strong on this journey), he’ll always be in his baby’s life. 

I’m a bit confused as to what blurb you’re talking about a part two, could you lemme know babe so I can try and see what you mean? Lol sorry I don’t write frequently enough to remember

After school today, you and Lachlan have date night and you’re so excited to spend Friday night cuddled up with him watching live PD, sharing a blunt and ordering pizza. When the last class of the day finally ends after dragging on, you rush to your locker to collect your things before heading out to the senior parking lot, making your way over to Lachlan’s car. You somehow beat him to it, which never happens, so you just scroll through instagram while you wait for him. Lachlan finally walks out of the school as some of the cars are already leaving, unlocking the car door for you from a distance so you can throw your backpack in the backseat of his car. “Hi babe!” You smile to him after shutting the back door of his car, though your smile falters when you notice the clench of his jaw. “What’s wrong?” You ask, getting into the passenger seat of his car when he opens the driver side door. “Don’t worry about it. We stoppin’ at your place so you can grab a bag?” He asks, wasting no time in pulling out of the parking lot. “Yeah, if that’s okay. Seriously, what’s wrong Lachlan?” You say, reaching for his hand which he pulls away immediately. “Nothing. Go grab your bag, I want to get home.” Lachlan says as he pulls into your driveway. “You’re not going to come in with me?” You ask as you start getting out of the car. “Do you need me to?” He asks, making you hesitate for a second before shutting the car door and going inside of your house wondering what has him suddenly in a mood. He was fine during your fifth period class together, so you really don’t know what could have happened from then to now that would make him so moody. You make sure to be quick, believing Lachlan in this state would be upset if you took long to get together a bag for one night at his place. “Listen, I didn’t mean to be a dick-” Lachlan begins, stopping when he sees your face. “It’s fine, Lachlan. If you don’t want to talk to me, fine. But I’m not letting you ruin date night because you’re moody. We’re going to spend this Friday night just like every other date night. I’m not gonna let this go to shit.” You say after throwing your overnight bag into the back, getting into the front seat. “Babe, I’m not trying to ruin date night.” He sighs, putting a hand on your thigh. “Well then what’s the problem, Lachlan? You can’t expect me to just know what the issue is all the time. I wish I could, it’d make both of our lives easier.” You sigh, putting your hand on top of his to rub it comfortingly. “Rodriguez told me I’m flunking, okay? I’ve been trying to pass that fucking class so we’d graduate together, we’d walk together and I’d prove to you that I’m really trying and I can’t even fucking succeed in that. I just keep failing at everything I try to do for you.” He says, getting himself worked up as he tells you the issue. “Hey, listen.” You all but coo, hand reaching for his cheek to direct his gaze to yours. “You don’t have to try anything for me, Lachlan. I love you for you, no matter what, at the end of every day. You have no idea how much your effort means to me, regardless of whether or not you succeed in the way you want. Did she tell you that there’s no way for you to pass the class now?” You tell him, stroking the scruff that’s collected on his face from not shaving for a few days. “No, but she said that right now I’m flunking. I don’t know how I’m supposed to go from an F to a C, which I need to walk at graduation.” He sighs, leaning into your touch. “It’s only the end of the first semester. You still have a whole semester to get that grade up, babe. And I’m in her class too, I can help you study every night if that’s what it takes. But I can’t help you Lachlan if you don’t tell me you need it.” You tell him, a smile on your face as you look at him. “I’m sorry for being a dick. I just, I don’t know I thought you’d be mad that I’m flunking and you’d leave me or something.” He blushes as he says the words. “I would not leave you for trying your hardest and struggling along the way. It’s okay to need help and I’d be honored to get to help you.” You tell him, pulling him closer to you so you can press a kiss to his lips. “What did I do to deserve you?” He sighs, a smile finally on his face when you pull away. “You’re the best man I’ve ever met, you give the best cuddles that always make me feel safe, you’re there literally every second of the day for me, you’re extremely hot and you’re all mine, and most importantly, you love me and I love you.” You smile teasingly, pressing a quick peck to his cheek. “Now c’mon, let’s get to your house and start studying! I’ll help you make an organized study sheet!” You say excitedly, making Lachlan laugh.

Jock being football!Lachlan or hockey!Lachlan?? Either would be interesting so lmk :)

“I’ll be right back babe, gonna get a refill.” You say to Lachlan, squeezing his hand before standing from his lap. “Hurry back, hot stuff.” He calls, making you laugh as you make your way into the kitchen of the party you’re at. Lachlan’s football team won states for the second year in a row, obviously leading to a party at one of the team member’s houses. You and Lachlan were just chilling on the couch as the party was just beginning to die down. You get into the kitchen and though you’re not fond of the taste you grab another beer. “Oh wow, Powers let you off your leash?” One of Lachlan’s teammates laughs, blocking your exit from the kitchen. “What do you mean? I choose to spend all my time with him, Ollie.” You laugh, not wanting to piss off the drunk running back by going off on him. “Well, maybe you could choose to spend some time with me?” He smiles, biting his lip as he takes a step closer to you. “What’s going on in here?” Lachlan asks, relief flooding you when you notice him leaning against a wall, arms crossed over his chest. “Nothin’, we were just talking.” Ollie laughs, stopping his approach. “(Y/N)? You okay?” Lachlan asks, ignoring Ollie. “Yeah, I’m fine babe.” You smile, walking over to him and wrapping an arm around him. “Thank you.” You sigh out, just loud enough for Lachlan to hear. You two make your way back to the couch you were at before, sitting back on Lachlan’s lap with his arms around your waist. “What was going on in there? I went to the bathroom and decided to check up on your beer status and saw you and Ollie. I hope I didn’t intrude.” Lachlan tells you, head resting on your shoulder as he presses kisses to your neck. “No, you actually saved me from having to reject Ollie and make a scene. He’s drunk out of his mind so don’t go and start anything, but he basically suggested that I should cheat on you.” You mumble just loud enough for Lachlan to hear, not wanting to cause any drama at this celebration. “You kidding me?” Lachlan seethes, squeezing your sides gently. “I wouldn’t have said yes, Lachlan.” You scoff, offended because you believe he’s upset that you would’ve gone for it. “What? No, babe I know you’d never cheat on me. We’re rock solid, you and I. I’m fucking pissed because Ollie should know better. The whole team knows you and I are in this for good, and they shouldn’t be fucking testing their luck because it’s just going to piss me off.” Lachlan sighs. “I’ve heard some of the other guys making comments about you tonight too and I’ve been doing good at ignoring it, but at this point I’m done with the team’s shit. I’ll give them the benefit of the doubt of being drunk, but do you think we can call it quits on the party and head back to your place now?” He adds, pressing a kiss to your cheek as another team member walks by. “Of course, thank you for trusting me. And thank you for not ruining the victory party for your team. This party kinda sucked anyways but once the Uber has us back at my house, I’ll give you your own little victory party.” You laugh, standing from his lap and reaching out your hand to help him up. You stand on your tiptoes to roughly kiss Lachlan, hands wrapped around his neck as his tongue enters your mouth. “Just so everyone knows we’re a team.” You whisper in his ear when you pull away.