↝Till Death↜

After 8 years of wishing + waiting, I finally got to see my hubby play in Washington DC 😍

I've become more aggressive and hostel. To the point where I'm not

..Welcome to my chaotic life.. 🫶🏼🕊 We all have a story to tell, and many people nowadays don't want to take the time to get to know that story. So heres mine in a nutshell.

First, I need to say I'm not perfect. I have a very dark past, with even more trauma attached. But it's never stopped me from wanting to find the love I always knew I deserved. I never stopped smiling through it all. I've had every kind of abusive relationship you can imagine, but they never kept me down for long. I'm proud of myself for taking the time I needed to find out who I truly was before getting married + bringing kids into this world. I'm not ashamed of what I've been through, but I will take those lessons and try and teach my children that it's okay to have a bad day. It's okay to make mistakes. And it's okay to be different. I'm proud of the person I have become, and I only hope they can say the same one day.

Becoming a parent is truly exhausting, but it's also the most rewarding thing I have ever experienced. My only wish is that they end up loving who they become because of how I raised them. But I guess only time will tell for that one.

I did things for myself that I no longer do, or maybe just a lot less of it. I never realized the little things that I once took advantage of are now the things I crave the most.. Like taking a hot shower with no interruptions, being able to drink my coffee in the morning while it's still hot out of the pot, or even just cherishing my personal space (no human wants to be touched that much!) !!!