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You know what’s crazy? Waking up one day and deciding to become more, to do better and to live for yourself. No matter where you go you always have yourself, I am home + I live life with myself. I have learnt to love myself and with that I am now able to love others and help others ! The more I help myself + grow + learn the more I can do for others too. I still have a long way to go but life is so worth living for it all, everything is amazing, no matter what keep showing up for yourself, YOU live your life no one else. And always remember you’re on a giant rock in an insanely big + never ending cosmos, time isn’t real, life isn’t so serious1!1!1 have fun! Everything will work out, trust yourself !

Started reading Romancy I’m not depressed anymore but I will be sad if I don’t marry a shadow daddy.

FUCK ME. How do people live life? I find myself constantly thinking i’m tired, I just want to give up. Maybe I already have, existing through life is exhausting can you imagine actually living life….

I just want to be happy. I’m tired of feeling this way.

Why do I always feel numb and empty, what is wrong with me?!

still haven’t found a meaning to life, it all feels so pointless and long, am I that lazy that I can’t be bothered to find meaning to life? I can’t help but just hate myself, I feel so pathetic, why is it so hard to change my life?!

nothing is actually easy is it?? the way life is, i just don’t like it. Money seems so meaningless, why do we have to pay to travel!! it’s so dumb, this life is dumb, maybe i’m just mad at it because i’m dumb? i don’t know, i’m just mad at everything especially myself.

things have changed, life is different.

a lot of time has passed, i don’t know if things have changed or if i’m just used to it.