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this won’t be much a surprise if you’ve seen my posts lately and the fact i’m being less and less active, but i’ve decided it was time for me to stop running fandoms blogs/making gifs. in december, it’ll be 3 years non stop that i’ve start being into kpop, and i’m very grateful for everything it brought me. i’ve grown a lot, made two amazing friends (mwah...if you read this..luv you....you’re in this friendship shit for life now too bad uh 🥺💖), met wonderful people who i’m gonna miss - even tho i barely talked to them for the most part (so, my mutuals, i’m not gonna tag anyone bc i don’t wanna forget someone skhfsf 💗 + a thought for those who left tumblr already 😭), found my brightest light and inspiration, my star, mr lee know minho and yes i’m striking this bc i’m embarrassing but i had to mention him........ making gifs, being in fandoms, etc, was a great distraction and haven for me at a time where i really needed it most, especially the skz fandom, i might say at time i hate it fjhsf (don’t we all do) but on tumblr it’s the only fandom i’ve felt i Really was involved in and made me feel appreciated and like i had a place and everything... thanks for every person who has ever been nice to me even if it was “just” by writing tags under my content, sending a cute ask, whatever else... to those who have been here since a veeery long time through all my blogs remaking sjhfsf 😭 over the years i’ve felt like i needed a little break from time to time, but lately... it’s been more than that, i really do not feel like being here or making content anymore, it’s not necessarily negative even though i’m not feeling my best these days (seasonal depression when you already have chronic depression is...a bish ://), it’s just that i’ve “grown out” of it i guess. of course i’ll still actively follow my favorite artists, but running a blog like this takes a lot of time and energy and i think it’s time i do new things in my life, if i can :’) at least i wanna try.
well i guess that’s it, i’m never too good at these things but i felt i had to write smth before leaving... just, i love you guys and i wish you the best, take good care of yourself 💖💞🌈💌✨🌸 if anyone wants to keep in touch i’ll be over at a new blog @rose-blue (mostly aes and stuff like that BUT i might rb some fandoms things from time to time) or my twitter @/etoileminho.
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