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posting this here because it is the most gut wrenching but very accurate edit of hollanov and it deserves recognition

A very well written fic about what happens to Shane after being outed and having to deal with his intolerable teammates.

Heavy TW’s so be sure to read the tags but for me, no matter how blood curdling the Voyageurs were, it is an incredible fic with a very well written, loving Ilya.

major tw, mentions of death, suicide, and vomiting.

i love making myself suffer and you all will suffer the consequences of it😭

the other heartbreaking fic i read in this fandom because apparently we are all allergic to happiness. absolutely left me in shambles, had me sobbing from start to finish at 3am in the morning through finals season. also a 10/10, i genuinely felt numb after this.

what just baffles me is how many people seem to gain a fake piece of information about a person and ride on with it, spreading it and misinforming others. chill tf out and let them be god😭

not to mention jacob being the absolute genius director he is, will probably add extra details that would make the whole thing hurt 10 fold possibly with additional scenes of shane’s struggles as well.

safe to say s2 is not looking up for us emotionally but we shall prevail like green growing through cement.