KsCustoms Engineering Daily

College is a wonderful place. Lots of opportunities await. Sometimes you need to get over your fears and go for it! It may not be easy but it will be well worth it. Just relax and have a good time! It's the best time of our lives, remember that.

AAAHHHH I just read the most adorable tumblr post yet. This depressed kid asked a girl he knew if she wanted a kiss, (the chocolate hersheys ones) But she sat on his lap and just straight kissed him. Damn I wish I was that guy! Then they talked with eachother, etc, he noticed how she had an adventure time bracelet on, and she always drew adventure time stuff. ANYWAYS it makes me want to be in a relationship that much more, I hope the girl who seems to always put me in a better mood and is awesome... oh just nevermind. I haven't even really hung out with her yet. LOL. But she really knows how to have fun, is talented a ton... Ok I've rambled too much. I'm probably counting my chickens before they hatch, but let's hope not!

I know I shouldn't be going on her facebook, but I'm kind of glad I'm not with my ex anymore. I mean I feel like I miss her, but then I realize I just miss love. I've come to the realization i'll probably be lonely (hooray!) yet again. oh well. I think i'm quite comfortable with myself now, or just numb to the pain of heartbreak. maybe it's the same thing? I don't know. Also, my ex doesn't have long gorgeous black hair anymore so she's not near as good looking XD. One thing though is I wont have to deal with her flip floppyness anymore! I won't have to worry about her subliminally liking anyone else. She also was so uncomfortable with her own body that she legitimately thought I didn't think she was attractive. Obviously I thought she was beautiful, but I guess she never believed me. Hopefully one day she'll be strong enough to hold a stable relationship with someone. someday. Anywayyys I'm completely ready to move on, and I wouldn't say I like a girl cause then i'm moving too fast, but there is a girl I wouldn't mind dating ^____^. Us being just friends for now wouldn't be a problem, but eventually if she's willing I'd wanna cuddle and stuff :3 After all, who doesn't like that? uhg now I'm just getting all giddy XD Also she's really good at what she does, etc, etc. AND she's super cute! I hope she has the same (Potential) feelings about me. I could go on. lol.