𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 ꩜ᯓ

might actually vomit

also hey nobody fucking cares. i doubt anyone would in this life either

im such a horrible fucking person and nobody should love me or care

relapsed today.

yknow i miss being a normal-passing person. i miss not being sad for socially-deemed invalid reasons. i am having panic attacks over my fictionkin source because my kin killed himself. and honestly it sent me into a shift that only left me thinking i should kill myself too. idk what to do anymore.

well yeah but what i am i gonna do about it

morning sickness? more like morning SADNESS

one of these days i could just Stop Resisting. haha and it would be funny. because i control the consequences of my actions. by Resisting. and if i stopped. i know what would happen. and it would hurt! and maybe i would deserve that a little

i wasn't insinuating anything actually i just kinda have that topic of conversation with a lot of people

please let me leave!!!

i’ve fucked everything up!!!

my body doesn’t feel like my own

seven months

i want to fucking die!!!!

i have never wanted to kill myself more