Kristen 🌙

I miss the flame that sparked In my heart the second I saw your face

and the endless nights you were constantly on my mind

but maybe loving you was the best thing that ever happened to me

because even though it ended up bad

but for some reason my heart can’t stop loving you

You have no idea the amount pain you put me through.

I’ve cried for hours in my small bed rubbing my hands over my chest to sooth the pain.

However this is the type of pain cannot be consoled

No matter how hard I try, it’s still there. always haunting me, drowning me, it won’t go away

I hurt my own heart so much from trying to hard to comfort it

yet after all of this, you don’t even know the pain you put me though

how I wished you were dead

or that you would break his heart for mine

You had blown it away like it was nothing

I was always the shadow that hid behind your sunlight

although, you never seemed to notice me

I was always there along side you

even when your light began to dim and there was no one else with you

I was still there

I never left your side

maybe if you had noticed that,