Not Defined By Your Eyes

Sometimes, the bad things that happen to you don’t teach a lesson. They only traumatize you. It is okay if you can’t find a lifelong lesson after being hurt so deeply. Sometimes, trauma is all that a survivor has to show for what happened to them. And if this is your case, know that it is not your fault, but the blame is all upon your abuser.

call me soft or whatever but i find it so incredible that people manage to keep themselves alive. like you’re paying rent?? maintaining relationships?? going to work?? every day single day?? in this economy?? on the mental diet we’ve all been raised on?? the effort you must be putting into your life simply by living it is olympian. and it is impressive

who wants to have a fucked up thing with me

i cant i cant i cant i cant