Empty Wallet

- My therapist

The YouTube algorithm gave me this video and I think it’s because I said I missed En Vogue and I just wanted to relive those angsty cheating man vibes but with the sad feels I could drink to. This is great. This is exactly what I wanted: Beautiful pain sprinkled with wanting to beat someone’s ass.

I’ve decided that if I go through with the purge, I’m not doing a goodbye message. Fuck that. It only opens a window for performative support from people who deep down only cared about the next update and I’m so nauseated knowing those people are still lurking in the corners of my blog asking me to write fluff like shit’s fine. You know they’re still suckin’ on Mommy’s tit in adulthood and asked for a $40k car on their 16th birthday, crashed it, and asked for another one.

System of a Down - Toxicity - Medieval Style