Moved To

So I know it’s been a long time since I’ve written anything but there is reason. It’s something I don’t feel comfortable discussing so I shall leave it at that.

The reason I am posting currently is because I am moving accounts! I’m deleting this one and starting new because it’s something I need to do. Because of this, I am moving my writings to the new account.

This new account will be:

kpophelpsmysoul

I truly hope you decide to follow me to my new account!!

Pairing: Johnny Seo/Reader  Description: You were having a hard time and Johnny knew just what to do. Word Count: 1.2 K

    You laid in bed, staring straight ahead at the ceiling as you tried with everything in you to gather your thoughts. It had been a very long week and it was catching up to you. Between your job, school, friends and family; you weren’t sure what to do first. You raked a hand through your hair, tugging at the roots not so gently. It was frustrating; not being able to verbally express what you needed. Your mind raced along side your heart as you stumbled over words that hadn’t passed your lips.

     The bedroom door silently opened, some light from the hallway spilling in. You didn’t bother to look, knowing it was your boyfriend, Johnny. “Babe? Is everything okay?” He asked softly, very well knowing the answer but wanting to see if you would respond. After a few minutes of no response, he backed out of the room; disappearing to somewhere you weren’t sure of. Rolling onto your side, you continued to fight the chaos running through your head.

    What you didn’t notice, while you were trying to find a way out of your mind, was Johnny had returned from his adventures. Suddenly, you were scooped up into his arms and being carried out of the bedroom, down the hall and out the front door. At this point, you didn’t even have the energy to try to fight whatever Johnny was up to, so you stayed quiet in his arms. Johnny sat you in the front seat of the car, draped a blanket around your body and then buckled the seat belt. After getting in and buckling himself up, he drove off into the night, still not saying anything. Once a few moments had passed, you slowly turn your head to look at your boyfriend. He was ethereal in the moonlight; eyes sparkling as it hit just right.

     Neither one of you said anything as he drove but he did place his hand on your thigh, rubbing soothing circles. Glancing back out the window, the surroundings were becoming less and less city. All you knew was Johnny was on a mission and once he had an idea: there was no stopping him. There was a soft lull of an indistinguishable song on the radio and you could feel your heart rate slowing down to a normal speed. Something about the quietness was easing your mind in ways you weren’t able to by yourself. 

     Slowly, the car came to a stop and you looked around to see where your boyfriend had taken you and that’s when it hit you: you knew this location. It was the ocean; where Johnny and you had first confessed your feelings for each other. Looking over to the driver side, it was noted Johnny had gotten out. He had gotten stealthy these days and before you could look around, your door was opening. Johnny swiftly pulled you into his arms, along with the blanket and walked to the front of the car, where he had already placed another blanket on the hood. Setting you down gently, he climbed onto the hood next to you and took your hand. 

     “What is going through your mind, (Y/N). And don’t tell me it’s nothing because something is going on.” Johnny spoke with clear a voice, no sense of joking to be detected. You could tell he was worried and that spiked your heart rate a little as that was the last thing you wanted to do. Running your free hand through your hair, you stared straight at the incoming tide as you began to talk. 

    “It’s just... I feel like I’m failing. I can’t seem to keep a balance between work and school and my social life and my family time. It feels like every time I think I have a grip on it, a small  string snaps causing it to crumble. I’m scared I can’t do this anymore.” You took a shaky, deep breath before you carried on. “Work is just a constant anxiety attack and it’s making me hate my career path. Why am I getting a Masters in this field if I can’t handle what I’m doing as a graduate assistant?” As you spoke, your eyes never left the tide but you could feel the tears falling down your cheeks. Johnny stayed silent as you continued. 

    “It’s like living in a black hole. I can’t seem to climb out of it no matter how many times I try; and I can’t ask for help because whenever I try to vocalize how I’m feeling, it just sounds like whining and complaining.” You stayed silent after finishing your last thought; not realizing how much weight just lifted off of your shoulders. 

    It was still for a minute before you felt Johnny’s hand upon your cheek, wiping away the trail of tears that continued to fall. He hummed softly before saying “I hope you know how proud I am of you, baby. Not just for the work you are doing while in school but also because of how you just let all of that flow of your chest. I know it wasn’t easy but I want to be here to help.”

     He gently took your chin in his hand before turning your face to meet his. Looking into his eyes, you could see the amount of love and care he held for you. 

     “I love you so much (Y/N)(Y/M/N). I am so damn proud to see you pursuing your dreams. I know it seems so difficult now but think about it: in a year, you will be done with school and have that paper that states you know what you are talking about. Right now is only a small sliver of your future and you have so much time to change it. If it helps, you can always look at different avenues in this career because I know the current one isn’t your only option! I will help you in anyway possible to figure this out. As for your family and friends, they all understand how busy you are. Summer is almost here and you get a break than. We can plan a trip to spend time with everyone. Maybe also a side trip for just us.” He finishes with a wink and you laugh softly.

He took a second to catch his breath before continuing, “I believe in you so much and I know you will make it through this because I am here to help you. We got this.” He placed a soft kiss on your forehead before exaggerating “YOU got this.” 

     You continued to stare into his eyes for half a second more, not understanding how you never noticed the gleam of pride held in his facial expression. You smiled softly before leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his lips, whispering a soft ‘thank you’ before burying your face into his neck and holding on to his frame tightly. You knew he was right and everything would work out in the end. For now, you had an amazing support system and knew you could handle anything with Johnny by your side. He wrapped his arms around  fully your body and held you close as the sound of the tidal waves meeting the shore lulled you into a peaceful sleep that you so desperately needed. 

  You opened your eyes but it didn’t matter as it was still dark. With a whine, you pouted “Bam, where are you taking me.” You felt his chest rumble as he laughed and hushed you. “We are almost there. Calm down, babe.” You kept the pout but resigned to the fact that you knew you wouldn’t be seeing anything just yet.

     BamBam suddenly came to a stop, “keep your eyes closed, (Y/N). Don’t ruin this surprise!” He slowly moved his hands off of your face after you promised to keep them sealed shut. After a brief moment, you felt his hand on your back, slowly pushing you forward through what you guessed was an open door. Once instead of wherever he was taking you, all that was distinguishable was the sound of smalls bells and the smell of baked goods.

                                      “Okay, open your eyes in:

                                                    3.....2....1....”

      You slowly let your eyelids flutter open, your eyes adjusting to the soft lighting. It took you a second before you realized where you were. “A cat cafe?!?” You whipped around to BamBam, seeing the biggest smile on his face.

     “Happy 6 month Anniversary, Baby.” He pressed the softest kiss on your forehead before taking your hand, walking to one of the corners of the cafe. There was cats and kittens of every shape, color and size. After settling on some cushions, you watched as a kitten ran across BamBam’s legs and settled into the center of his lap.

You walked through the adoption fair, holding your boyfriend’s hand. Neither Yunho nor yourself can contain your excitement as you look from section to section, trying to find the perfect addition to take home into your little family.

Suddenly, Yunho pulls you to a stop, “ (Y/N), that’s the one.” He pointed as he talked and you peaked into the small room. Your eyes bulged out of your head in awe and you quickly nodded in agreement.

      You walked in the door, feet dragging as you slung your bag to the ground. It has been one of those days between work and school. At that point all you wanted was to cry and sleep. You noticed the apartment was quiet except for a soft hum in the kitchen. Walking towards the dimly light area you see your boyfriend, Kun, with his back to you as he seemed to be doing some dishes and humming along to a song that wasn’t playing. With a soft huff, you walk forward and wrap your arms around his waist while burying your face into the center of his back. He doesn’t even jump, seemingly accustomed to this greeting.

      He hummed a soft “rough day?” You simply nodded your head without saying a word. He stopped doing the dishes, and turn around in your arms to kiss your forehead.

Hey everyone!! So this is new for me and I’m interested in where it is going to go! I decided to finally make a tumblr to post different imagines and stories! I’m super excited as I love writing and it’ll give me a chance to explore different styles. I will be taking requests and such as I get going.

I figured I would give you all a bit of background: I am 23, almost 24 and currently am attending University to receive my Masters degree. I was an English Major in undergrad and it kind of shaped how I write. I love my family and friends. I got into kpop back in 2014 and have not looked back since!

I will be writing for a BUNCH of different groups: girls, boys, soloists(I will also write for disbanded groups that i adore) Here’s the list:

Boy Groups

GOT7

BTS

EXO

VAV

Monsta X

A.C.E

iKon

ATEEZ(Except Jongho)

Stray Kids(except ‘00 liners and I.N)

BigBang

Shinee

NCT (U and 127 only)

Block B

Pentagon

VIXX

The Boyz(except ‘00 liners)

Seventeen

Astro(except Sanha)

The Rose

Day6

Girl Groups:

AOA

Red Velvet

Twice

EXID

Mamamoo

CLC(except Eunbin)

BlackPink

(G)-idle(except Shu Hua)

SNSD

Miss A

Sistar

Soloists:

HyunA

Jessi

CLC

Jay Park

Ailee

DEAN

Loco

Sunmi

Rando:

Monster woo

As you can tell I love a lot of different groups and the list grows as the days continue on. My writings will be a variation from long to short, depending on what the scenario is. So with that being said: I can’t wait to write everyone and to see what people think!