Kowardly//Kenzie

Rather live in solicitude

Then to deal with all of that mess

But it really be having me thinking. Is having a man n getting married really all that? Like there’s so many ppl I’ve seen bend over backwards for it n still come out miserable. Beyonce, Mariah the scientist,mama etc etc. it’s like the list goes on for years n I just don’t get what’s the point.

I guess that’s the only good thing abt not being in a relationship yet, I haven’t fallen under the spell. I do want to meet someone but I don’t want to lose all sense of myself or be taking care of anyone, explaining simple shit u should’ve thought abt.

I really Don’t understand what type of sorcery goes on when u start dating a guy. Maybe it’s bc he’s ur first? Maybe it’s sex? I Don’t understand and I hope I pray no one ever has that much of a chokehold on me. Marriage is just rings n paper work idk how it got so much pressure