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Hi. Itās one of those serious posts, enjoy.
Some of you have been following me for years, or maybe youāve added me to your following list yesterday, but thereās a thing that I have never told any of you before. Yeah, itās been years.
I am a male. A trans male.
Itās very difficult for me to admit it now for so many reasons, but Iāve reached a point where I just canāt hide it any longer, because I need help.
Itās impossible to explain, the pain a trans person feel every day, when theyāre forced to keep their āissuesā to themselves, and live the way OTHER people want them to. Iāve been struggling with this since forever, since I can remember. Iāve had terrible childhood because of this - other kids always sensed that Iām somehow lacking confidence and were always using it against me. I had no female friends because our interests and opinions were like fire and water, I hated it. I had no male friends either - because I was just an ugly and weird girl.
Now as an adult, my life has already changed because last December I moved to my momās place, away from my abusive father. That was one step in the good direction. I have awful trust issues, and the fact I feel like I am fake doesnāt help at all. I want to be confident and independent⦠But all I am able to do now is spending my days in bed. I have no energy, no motivation to do anything. I hate when people see me, because I know they donāt see the person I want to be, they always see that āuglyā¦somethingā¦the hell is thatā.
Iāve asked for financial help a few times in the past few years, but finally, FINALLY⦠Itās about me. Itās about me and me only. I finally dare to be a bit selfish and try to help myself.
I want to just go and start fixing my life. I will need to see several specialists for a few months, and I canāt afford to pay for those visits, or anything really. I desperately need to start T, and I will worry about the rest another time.
Which is why Iām asking you for help.
Whether itās a reblog, a retweet, a post on fb or a donation, EVERYTHING COUNTS.
Iāve set up an Indiegogo/Generosity page:
https://www.generosity.com/medical-fundraising/zet-s-ftm-transition/x/17132469
I canāt believe Iām actually doing this⦠Thank you for reading.