Kissed by Ice

Fiction   =/=   reality.   Meaning,   I   do   not   mix   the   two.   What   happens   in   roleplay   stays   in   roleplay.

Mutuals   only.   Minors   do   not   interact.

Because   this   is   a   Self   based  Original  Character  blog,   I   won't   follow   first   unless:   You   welcome   SIs   &&   have   stated   so   in   your   rules   or   you   are   a   close   &&   trusted   friend.   I   know   self   inserts   aren't   really   welcomed   in   the   rpc   &&   thus   I   don't   want   to   make   anyone   uncomfortable   by   following   first.

If   you   see   any   of   my   graphics   /   headcanons   being   used   by   someone   named   Aisuru   (   on   any   of   their   wonderful   blogs   ),   it   is   not   stolen.   they  are  my  S.O   &&   thus   has   my   explicit   permission   to   use   my   headcanons   /   graphics   /   etc.   

Respect   me,   I   respect   you.   Basic   role   play   etiquette   here.   No   god   mod   /   info   mod   /   etc.   

My   views   of   your   muse   =/=   my   views   of   you,   the   writer.   Plain   and   simple.

Rellina's   lore   is   of   my   own   creation.   As   is   her   world.   I   literally   own   her.   The   only   thing   I   do   not   own,   is   her   Face   claim(s)   &&   the   art   used   for   them.   All   art   is   official,   from   the   official   anime   or   manga   source.

I   make   my   own   graphics   /   icon   borders   /   etc.   But   sometimes   my   beloved   makes   icon   borders   for   me,   as   well,   &&   vice   versa.   (   btw   you   should   totally   commission   them.   #shamelesspromo   )   Anyway!   unless   otherwise   stated-   all   graphics   featured   on   this   blog   are   of   my   creation.   If   they   are   not,   proper   credit   will   be   given.   

I   write   in   third   person,   but   I   do   change   to   first   person   with  very  close  friends  who  I  know  do  not  mind.   

For   each   universe,   my   age   is   set   to   better   match   that   universe.   So   that   things   do   not   get   weird   and   such.   

            "To be frank, I’m worried about YOU. I’m well aware you can handle yourself, but everyone has limits to what they can handle, and I’m inclined to think there’s more going on behind the scenes than what you’re telling me.“

   Ren was getting more serious now and while the notion of a simple bad dream was cute and the distraction of his new cards was tempting… There was so much more on the table right now.

            "Stop trying to avoid this subject with me. I’ve been patient, I’ve tried not to pry into your personal life unless you let me in, but I’m getting more and more worried. Rellina-chan if you are in danger, PLEASE let me know. That danger could be anything… From outside sources threatening you, to being in some kind of abuser’s hold… Anything at all.”

   The vampire moves closer now, taking a hold of both of her hands in his, squeezing them gently.

            "Please don’t push me away, Rella-chan. Please. Not when I care so much about you, not when I just want to see you genuinely smile and be happy. You mean so much to me, I can’t take the thought of you suffering alone when I am more than capable of helping you.“

     Deep sapphires watch the redhead before me,I backing up just a bit--before finding my hands grasped by both of his and squeezed just a bit. He was...asking me not to push him away. Asking me to let him help me with whatever it was I was going through...Truth of it was, I did want to but...I was so scared to let him...of what she'd do to him...

     Of what she'd do to anyone really. I had seen too many things...heard too much...felt too much...the nights and days were still ever so vibrant in my mind's eye it was as if I was still reliving those days. Even though I was being slowly intergrated into the living world again for their...purposes and studies. A weapon that looked, felt, acted human--until certain triggers took effect when desirable. 

     It was why I wanted to push Ren and anyone else away from me. As friends...and as more...but Ren was stubborn and stuck to me like glue no matter what. And eventually I...couldn't help but let myself be surrounded by this caring, gentle card fighting nerd...who also wasn't one to piss off, apparently. 

     ❝.....You are....too stubborn for your own good....❞ I murmur quietly, sapphires now focusing on the ground beneath us. ❝Why do you care so much? Someone who will be easily forgotten about....❞ Why did I have to let myself get so close to him? Fall in love with him? When I knew nothing good would come of it...

@triggersangel || Unprompted asks ( always accepting! )

            "Another job? Or something that takes you away entirely?“

   Here came the inquiry… Finally starting to poke at suspicions that had been growing in his head for a long time in regards to her.

            "Tell me, Rellina, are you truly safe and well? Because there are days I smell blood on you… And often times you tend to shrink down more on those days. Even away from me… A harmless airhead.”

 ❝…What? What are you talking about, exactly?❞ He...couldn't mean what I thought he meant, could he? I hadn't told him or anyone anything--I couldn't, rather. And...truth of the matter was, it was better he wasn't involved. It was better no one was involved. ❛Maybe he's meaning something else. Or someone else entirely. It's Ren.❜

            "I’m telling you, I can take care of you, if you’d just let me, Elli-chii.“

   He idly comments before sipping on his tea. Really. He could easily take care of her – If she’d finally let him. Perhaps he needs to finally act and take things into his own hands.

           “Gathering things? Hm.”

   He shook his head, before moving to carefully pick the other up into his arms, shifting her a bit to make sure she was secure.

           “Don’t apologize. There’s nothing TO apologize for.”

   With that, Diluc starts walking back to the Angel’s Share. He’d ice her ankle when they got there… Give her a little something for the pain. Oh, and of course, for the love of Barbatos, make sure she kept it up high to rest.

     ❝W-Wait, Mister Ragnvindr that isn't--❞ Ah, but it was too late. He had already picked me up into his arms, holding me close to his person. A sigh leaves me, I deciding not to fight him. Not that I could. I loathe to admit it, but my ankle was clearly sprained. A little rest wouldn't hurt. 

                                                       Just a little.

     ❝You had to come out here for me when you are busy...❞ I muttered quietly to myself, shrinking down a little.

❛Ah...Right...My birthday is approaching...❜ A soft, deep sigh leaves my lips, I moving to sit down, removing my shoes off my feet and placing them on my left side. I then dip my feet into the cold water of the pond, shuddering a bit at the coldness. To be honest, I hated my birthday. It wasn't anything special to me. It never would be. And from what I understood, this world is different with traditions...erm, I think. I didn't really understand this world's traditions with birthdays and other things quite yet.

And probably never will, really. Because I don't really fit in.

In the mist of my thoughts, my ears catch the sound of a leaf being stepped on-coming from behind.