korein’s dump

I wanted to write something to express my emotions.

Today is my birthday, and I am so so grateful to have been presented with a gift that I never thought I’d be witnessing my entire life.

It almost felt like they purposely waited for something maybe for everyone to move on with their lives and so they can finally release what was theirs all along. It takes so much courage to reframe the past, thank it for everything and move forward.

Dan and Phil has been my saviors, I had deep depression in 2015 and they made me pick up my pencil again. At the time, what they did felt warm, and time and time again I craved that warmth and now to be able to know the warmth I felt was love all along made sense.

I too relate to Dan, I love closets too. I love running away from my problems, that’s why I have multiple accounts and I can never be fully myself, I escape when its convenient, I ran away from what I wanted to do for so long, when people moved on, I kept myself distracted, and this video along with me reuniting with so many of you made me feel like I should also rip my bandaid off. I want to face my fears and finally draw again for myself, show myself despite all judgments.

Dan and Phil, I hope you know how much impact you’ve made to everyone’s lives, mine as well as many others who I know. I think my mindset now is none other inspired by you both and I cant believe that 10 years flew by and I am still inspired by you.

I am so proud to have known both of you, I’ve known you for almost half my life and i have never regretted this decision.

Thank you for being my family, the one who have showed me true love and devotion when my own family felt like strangers.

I can’t have chosen better internet dads.

Love always,