I come from a long line of people with something wrong with them

I’ll be okay again

you need to get it out of your mind that psychosomatic illness is just “making up symptoms” when it’s actually much more like your body is being actively poisoned by chemicals released from your brain

More respect for mentally disabled people. Respect people who have trouble interpreting numbers and difficulties doing basic math unassisted. Or remembering things like which month comes after which. People who can't come to conclusions based on a few social hints and need to be told things upfront. Who don't understand big words. Who need alot of things explained. People with cognitive disabilities. People who need slow, clear and personalized instructions, or hands-on assistance in tasks other people may find "obvious". People who are unable to study independently. People who are unable to work independently, or heck just do any task deemed "ordinary" independently. People with high assistance needs deserve more respect period

"i forgive myself for what i did" and "i should not have done that" are two statements that can and should coexist. you can forgive yourself while holding yourself accountable. you can understand that you fucked up while also understanding that you're human.

me being ignored (now that i am mature): this is fine i suppose

this is a lie im on the verge of tears