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You thought April would be your month, didn’t you?

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Okay, but, there is literally no reason you won’t lose weight. If you keep restricting and fasting and exercising, there’s literally NO way you won’t lose weight. You will reach your goal weight, no doubt, unless you give up. Keep yourself controlled, and there’s no way you won’t reach it. Even if it takes ages, but just think. All you need to do today is exercise and restrict, and tomorrow you’ll wake up closer to your goal. Repeat, repeat, repeat, and you will get there.

i really need to listen to thiss

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I really needed to read this; it’s so easy to be disappointed and get stuck feeling like no progress is being made despite your efforts.

I hate being in public I feel so disgusted and scared and embarrassed I just wanna hide in my room 4ever until I die

Why do I feel like I take better care of myself when I’m starving myself. I take vitamins, take care of my skin, shower every day, take care of my hair, put on lotion and shave, smell good, put on makeup every day, wear clean clothes, feel more confident. I like myself when I don’t eat and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to eat like a normal person, idk if I want to.

Every time I try to eat normal and stay in a calorie deficit it doesn't work out. It's so much easier just to fast and drink coffee

I wish none of you were sad

And what does it feels to be loved? To be wanted? To be known as someone's muse? To be the main character in their story? To be adored even after a million insecurities? To wake up in warm arms everyday? To be home?

Please reblog if you have an ED and are 18+. I feel like a creeper following minors

honestly, my mental health is at my best when I don't eat. which is surprising, considering everyone has said the opposite. "you're not you when you're hungry", bitch, I'm thriving and living, mums best life living off diet coke and cigarettes

PLEASE JUST GIVE ME THE METABOLISM OF A TEENAGE GAMER BOY WHO EATS FIVE PIZZAS AND LOOSES TEN POUNDS

I hope I DO have body dysmorphia bc if I actually look like this we have a problem