fireproof

That’s like telling water not to be wet.

I just.. I had a breakdown. Okay? That’s all.

Questions… K, were you where I’m thinking you were?

I’m okay, Iv. Don’t worry. 

Oh… Well, I’m glad you feel more comfortable here than where-ever you were.

Y-yeah.. They don’t ask a lotta questions here.

Elsewhere? Where’ve you been?

Doesn’t matter. What matters is that I’m back where I’m supposed to be.

Hello everyone, I thought I’d introduce myself. I’m Rachel Berry and will be your new therapist. I am incredibly excited to be here and meet all of you, and I can’t wait to start working with all of you. 

I am incredibly honoured to be given the opportunity to get to know each and every one of you, and help us all live happier, healthier lives. I am still finding my feet, and have somehow managed to get lost in search of the bathroom five times already…so a tour most definitely wouldn’t go amiss. 

I’m Koda.. It’s nice to meet you.

I don’t know… Can you meet me after my meeting with Will?

Yeah.. Yeah of course. I’ll be there.

Are you sure? 

Mhm, yeah. You’re my friend.

I don’t know. It’s a long story.

I can listen. I’m good at that, even if I’m not good at talking.

I’ve not been sleeping. I’m drinking far more caffiene that should be allowed in my body. I’ve been purging. I… I hurt myself to the point where I passed out the other day. I… Look, I’m talking to Will about it, I’m going to be fine.

Ivy.. I’m.. I’m so...

Just… I… Um, I. Why does it even matter? I’m fine.

Ivy.. please?

My PTSD symptoms are coming back worse than ever and I’ve been doing really bad decisions to try and make myself feel more in control.

What have you been doing?

I’ll talk to him okay.

A lot of things but I… It’s going to be okay.

…Exactly.

I um, I did something I shouldn’t have but it’s no big deal…

I’ll be fine.

That’s only gonna make things worse… I’ll try and suggest something to him, but I don’t know if he’ll listen to me now.

I’ve done it my whole life.

I don’t know what else to suggest, K.

I’ll be okay.. I’ll be fine.. I just.. I gotta push on.

Try talking to someone higher up than them?

I don’t think I can help with this personally but I know my uncle could.

...I’m not talkin’ to your uncle.. I can’t..