Another Dejected Millenial

Been having fun with the macrame stuff

Plus I have a Mercari shop now!

Turns out cotton takes on paint/dye pretty well

Hair donating!

The backdrop really helps with showing the different macrame pieces now! I’m going to change it soon, thinking a solid grey shade with subtle texture maybe. We will have to wait and see (what’s on clearance)

Been home sick for almost a whole week now.

And it’s been GORGEOUS gardening weather outside.

It’s driving me bananas

At least the houseplants are awake and growing

Spiders never bothered me. Snakes? No prob.

But FUCKING FLIES? That fly at your FACE after you swat at them?!

I tried a new thing!!!

AND I LIKE IT!

Dunno how longevity will work, it’s just Golden Acrylics on cotton rope, but it turned out cooler than what I pictured 🤘 Always a win

Freaky feather doodles really started up when CH and I got deep into vulnerable feelings talks lately. And I have therapy in an hour. Probably related. Reeeaaallly scared of working on the suppressed emotion bomb I only recently discovered, but it isn’t going to go away

Good news is that CH and I reached a point of understanding where I feel safe enough to try. He’s able to support me when I’m beyond knowing what to ask for and that’s huge.

So I guess here goes. I think I’ll take them with me

Feathers are becoming a common motif in my doodles lately

This brings me so much joy and I don’t know why. I’m hanging it next to my bed

Pedro, the bestest dog I’ve known this far. I still can’t write anything with substance about him without breaking down, but someday I’ll have the ability to pour out the doggo lifetime of joy, love, and lessons he filled my family with.

Until then, enjoy a normally stoic pug losing his shot because one of the humans in his pack came home. And this is how he greeted me until he physically couldn’t do it. Every. Time.