gabriela 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

if i don’t get a job or learn how to drive any time soon i think i’ll just start cutting myself again

wow i didnt even realize but tomorrow i’m 2 months clean !!

i miss cutting but why is it so much work to hide ughvhhh

any else’s like deeper healed scars change color? LOL like it’ll be red/purple and then the same color as my skin ik it’s probably normal but it’s just interesting lol

i deadass hate my mom so much rn like she literally KNOWS about me being depressed and that i cut cus my therapist TOLD HER and she acts like she doesn’t know what’s going on and is acting like i’m just misbehaving and acting like this for no reason and literally deliberately makes things worse like oh my god i cant wait to never talk to her and then have kids and never ever be like her

“you’ll regret cutting” i literally wouldn’t care if i died tomorrow

getting my phone taken for being depressed?? 😭 i was gonna try and be clean but fuck it. if they think this is a solution imma just get worse cus fuck this. i won’t be able to sleep either cus i’m like a fucking insomniac or something and can’t gts if i can’t read or listen to music b4 bed so ig that’ll get worse too. won’t be able to talk to anybody either so genuinely how can this possibly be good for me.