That Jabber fic was absolutely hands down amazing!!!! Some of the best characterization Iâve seen of him in a weird mind game relationship with. I hope you continue that x doctor reader with him again!!!!!!
thank you so much for the kind words! <3
jabber was a lot of fun to write, so hopefully i did him justice! unfortunately, i intended for this fic to be a one shot, so iâm not planning to continue the story at this point in time. i do have a college au in the works, though ;)
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Synopsis: Jabber Wonger is a difficult patient even on the best of days. When the Raidersâ Front Line returns from their latest mission empty-handed, Jabber returns with extensive injuries and far too much interest in getting under your skin.
Content: Jabber x fem!Reader, medic!raider!Reader, Reader Has a Vital Instrument, Canon-Compliant, Post-Trash Storm Arc, Injury Care, Character Study, Psychosexual Tension, Toxic Dynamic, Masochism, Light Sadism, Power Imbalance, Blood and Injury, Medical Procedures, Dubious Consent Undertones, Morally Ambiguous Reader
Word Count: 6.1k
Read on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/86750721
A/N: I hope you enjoy the fruits of my self-indulgence! I had this prompt on my mind for a while and decided to throw my hat in the ring because the people yearn for a Jabber x Reader character study (Iâm âthe peopleâ). Anyways, please feel free to leave your thoughts in the comments or via my ask box! Iâm always looking to improve my writing!
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When the Raiders first recruited you as the designated medic, you could never have imagined how it would disrupt your once-quiet existence.
You thumbed through a book from your personal collection, an encyclopedia on the medicinal properties of flora native to the Ground. The lantern that usually hung from your hip cast the pages in a soft, violet hue. Word had spread across the Raidersâ base that the Front Line failed to recruit the Spherite cast to the Ground and secure a way back to the Sphere, so you figured it was a good idea not to immerse yourself in your work, knowing you would inevitably need to treat your wounded comrades upon their return.
The whoosh of Cthoniâs manhole-portal tears your attention away from your book. You uncross your legs and peer over the rectangular reading glasses perched on your nose as a familiar head of azure-blue hair emerges from the opening. The petite but muscular woman leaps through, landing a few feet in front of you. Slung over her shoulder is the limp body of a taller young man, his long brown locs spilling over her smaller frame.
âI did you a favor bringing him to you. Donât get used to it,â Cthoni says flatly.
You sigh, closing your book. âWhatâs the damage this time?â
Cthoni eyes the young man with a scrutinizing gaze as she speaks, âGunshot wounds and a broken rib. Seems the Cleaner shot Jabber to incapacitate him to collect their ally.â You hum dismissively in response, setting up your examination table with the necessary antiseptics, medical devices, and most importantly, your Vital Instrument.
Before joining the Raiders, you worked as a back-alley physician to make ends meet, researching herbal medicine between patients. Youâve always had an innate, almost instinctive interest in toxicology; however, being from a remote village bordering a polluted zone, you often witnessed neighbors, friends, and even family succumb to illness because of the Sphereâs waste, which made you all the more passionate (perhaps obsessed) with the science. Your Vital Instrument, a brass-rimmed magnifying glass with a decorative wooden handle, aided in your understanding of herbal medicine.
You found the lens one day among the heaps and mounds of garbage surrounding your village. Youâve never had an affinity for dumpster diving, only doing so out of necessity. However, when you spotted the lone magnifying glass amid the pile of waste, you couldnât help but notice the fine scratches in the brass, the scuffs in its ornate, wooden handle, and the clouded lens. Despite its appearance, the eyeglass looked valuable. You confirmed your assumptions when you picked up the lens and felt its weight in your palm.
Definitely belonged to a Spherite, you concluded. You wondered to yourself what the original owner was likeâtheir appearance, profession, family life, even their aspirations. However, most of all, you wondered why someone would throw away something so beautiful. Though you figured sentimentality wasnât a priority for Spheritesâwasteful bastards. You decided not to spare any more of your thoughts on the matter, slipping the magnifying glass into your pocket. From then on, itâs been you and your eyeglass and eventually your Vital Instrument.
âI patched him up enough so he doesnât bleed out,â Cthoni says tersely, laying Jabberâs flaccid body across the table. Then, wordlessly, she strides toward the manhole cover on the opposite side of the room and slips into the colorful, swirling entrance, leaving you and the barely conscious Jabber in an uncomfortable silence.
Having been on your own since you were fifteen, you became adept at concocting remedies for treating pollution-related ailments, often testing your newest medicines on yourself. After all, you didnât have much to loseâsave your dignity, perhaps. Whatever you created would either treat bodily pollution or end your suffering and reunite you with the loved ones you had already lost. You often ruminated on what the Sphere had taken from youâwho it had takenâand the thought made your stomach churn. So when the Raidersâ new leader, Zodyl Typhon, appeared at your doorstep with a propositionâto join him and his troupe of bandits to destroy the Sphereâthe opportunity felt too great to ignore.
At first glance, you notice the clothâusually tied in a loose knot around Jabberâs waistâis wrapped tightly around his abdomen, his belt cinched over it to secure the makeshift compress. Blood seeps through in large spots, staining the fabric. Shit. Superhuman durability aside, Jabber is definitely going to bleed out if you donât move quickly. You scan his body, counting the bullet wounds: one in the thigh just above the knee, one in the left shoulder, one in each arm, and several more spread across his midsection.
Then, it dawns on you: All of his wounds are non-lethal. The Cleaner was either a terrible shot or purposefully missed his vital areas. The latter was more likely, the placement of the wounds being too precise to have been inflicted by an amateur. But why? you wonder. Even after being severely injured, Jabber would charge headfirst toward certain death just to chase the high. It wouldâve been far more logical to shoot him through the heart or between the eyes to ensure he was no longer a threat.
Perhaps the Cleaners were more merciful than you thought, especially since the one who fought Jabber was presumably in worse shape than the man lying before you. Youâve only seen the effects of his Mankiraâs neurotoxin on himself (and that is terrifying as is). Still, youâd hate to witness the aftermath of someone unfortunate enough to be stabbed by the neurotoxin in its right claws or whatever deadly mix of poisons Jabber had concocted in the left ones.
Regardless, you neednât dwell on the reasons why the trigger-happy Cleaner chose to spare Jabberâthe boss would have your ass if you let him die. Even though he may have a few (or a lot of) screws loose, you would be remiss not to admit that he was unequivocally one of your most powerful allies, crucial to the Raiders' goals.
You squeeze Jabberâs uninjured shoulder, testing for a response. He remained unresponsive after the first couple of gentle nudges, an anxious warmth pooling in your gut. Is he fucking with you, or is he genuinely unconscious? Exasperated, you squeeze his shoulder a third time, digging your nails into his skin with deliberate force. Then, Jabberâs eyes flutter open, dazed and unfocused. However, when his deep, magenta eyes meet yours, a lazy smile curves across his lips.
âHey, Doc. Wassup?â he croaks out, wearily. You donât respond to Jabberâs greeting, opting to prepare for a deeper examination of his injuries.
Years of living on your own had sharpened your discernment, a skill honed from desperation and the primal instinct to survive. Reading people became second natureâyou quickly deduced what drives them, what makes them tickâwhich is why you accepted Zodylâs invitation to the Raiders without much hesitation. You didnât miss how his nearly lifeless eyes darkened upon mentioning his goal of destroying the Sphere. And yet, you remain confounded by the peculiar case that is Jabber Wonger.
At first, you thought you had found a kindred spirit in him, given your closeness in age and shared interest in toxicology. However, his hedonistic and reckless abandon disrupted your work far more often than you would have liked. Jabber was frequently in your care, nursing injuries from missions, ârewardâ beatings from the boss, or an experiment gone awry involving his toxins. He didnât seem to mind, thoughâquite the opposite.
He relished the sharp, stinging pain when you cleaned a deep gash in his flesh, or the dull, throbbing ache if you handled a broken limb too roughly, moaning shamelessly at the mingled pain and pleasure. Your face would briefly twist in disgust at his lewdness, a reaction that never went unnoticed. A maniacal grin would contort his features the moment he realized heâd successfully pissed you off. âDamn, donât look at me like thatâŚâ heâd drawl. âSâgonna make me hard.â
Jabber shifts on the examination table with a low groan. His toothy, blood-stained grin holds for a beat longer before tapering at the edges into something distinctly flatter. Boredom, you realize. Youâve learned well enough by now that a bored Jabber is oftentimes more dangerous than a merely talkative one.
âCâmon, girl, donât be like that,â he drawls. âYou really oughta start beinâ nicer tâme. YâknowâŚbeinâ the patient and all.â
âJust stay still so I can fix you up,â you reply coldly.
âNo promises,â he slurs.
You grab your Vital Instrument from the exam table, a golden-yellow aura emanating from both its handle and your palm as you activate your Jinki. Your eyes glow a similar hue as you observe Jabber with a clinical gaze while holding the magnifying glass to his frame. Your Vital Instrument allows you to see the biological makeup or physical health of any living organism visible through its lens. You scan over each gunshot wound across Jabberâs body, searching for any remaining bullet fragments.
You arch a brow. âWhoever did this is an expert,â you say evenly. âEach one went through cleanly.â
A quiet chuckle slips from him, nostalgic, âMiss Bang Bang Braid.â His lopsided smirk stretches into something unhinged. At the nickname for Jabberâs newest plaything, you returned to the day heâd christened you with your own.
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As the newest recruit, Zodyl personally introduced you to the Front Line, as you would be working closely with them, given the frequency of their missions. Everyone seemed decent enough so far, but you couldnât help but notice the slim, long-haired man sizing you up. His stare lingered, unreadable, and your stomach sank with unease. When the young man finally addressed you, he cornered you with his presence, physically encroaching on your personal space.
âSo you a doctor or somethinâ?â He observed you incredulously as he asked the question, gauging your reaction. You drew your lips into a tight line, refusing to be intimidated.
âJabber,â a petite, blue-haired woman warned. âLeave her alone.â
âHuh?â the man, Jabber, drawled. âYouâre no fun, Cthoni,â he retorted, before returning his attention to you. âAre you shy? You wanna get to know me better? That it?â he taunted. âThe nameâs Jabber. Jabber Wonger.â
âI know,â you replied, deadpan. âCthoni just used your name.â Satisfaction tugged at your lips as Jabberâs brows furrowed in response to your smart remark. He sucked his teeth, seeming mildly annoyed.
âBetter watch that mouth, dollface.â His eyes, a deep purplish-pink, darkened ominously, a smug grin playing at his lips. âDon't know why the boss brought you on. You don't look all that strong tâme,â he scoffed, flicking the collar of your lab coat.
His eyes dragged over youâthrough you, more likeâunimpressed. Indifferent. Like he had already solved you and found nothing worthwhile.
âDoubt that Vital Instrument of yours can do anything worth a damn, either.â
You felt your fingertips dig into your palms. What was this guyâs deal? The way amusement warped Jabberâs features when he patronized you made something ugly coil in your chest. You wanted that damn smirk gone. Next thing you knew, your clenched fist met the side of Jabberâs noseâa bone-chilling crack splitting the air between you. The force of your punch snapped his head to the side, a reddish bloom spreading across the bridge of his nose. Bright crimson spilled from his nostrils, thick beads of blood smearing across his upper lip.
Jabberâs eyes widened, the surprise at being hit plain and unguarded. For the first time since he had cornered you, he looked awake. Alive. Then, his tongue slid over his bloodied lip, deliberate as he tasted it, his unwavering gaze fixed on you. You recoiled, repulsed by his debauched display. He barked out a guffaw that devolved into a full-on maniacal cackle.
âWell, look at you!â Jabber laughed, swiping the blood from his chin with the back of his hand. âYou really had the balls to hit me, huh? Guess thereâs some bite to that bark after all.â
You averted your gaze, still reeling from your own impulse. Youâve devoted your life to mending wounds, not inflicting them, and on your very first day, youâd broken an allyâs nose. No matter how insufferable he was, you knew better than to lose your cool. The epiphany made your cheeks warm with shame, âLook, Iâm sorry. I justâshit.â Not once had you found yourself at a loss for words. Yet here you were, unable to assemble a half-decent apology for the man youâd punched on a whim.
âCâmon. Hit me.â
You blinked, disbelief written plainly across your face, âWhat?â
âDo it againâhit me like you mean it!â
He couldnât possibly be serious. The manâs bizarre request had thrown you completely off balance. How was he more offended by your mouth than by the fist that fractured his nose? It didnât make sense.
âAw, câmon, Doc,â Jabber pouted, lower lip jutting out in exaggerated offense. âDonât go growinâ a conscience on me now. I bet you enjoyed puttinâ me in my place. Donât try and front with me.â
Jabber didn't seem angry at your hesitation. Not really. Disappointed, perhaps? The broken nose, at least, hadnât appeared to bother him at all. If anything, it had provoked something deeper, something lurking just beneath the surface of his flippant demeanor. Even though you were reluctant to admit it, there was an inkling of truth to Jabberâs accusation. When your fist had connected with his face, an odd, yet electric satisfaction coursed through youâgone almost as quickly as it had come. The punch had been wild and exhilarating, a surge of unfiltered impulse. Your sass, on the other hand, had been calculated and restrained. Yet somehow, that shift seemed to matter.
Waitâif words got under his skin, thenâŚ
âYouâre disgusting,â you hissed, unable to keep the revulsion from your voice. You held Jabberâs gaze, watching for the slightest change in his bravado. Rather than the reaction youâd anticipated, Jabberâs steady leer twisted into something else entirely.
âYeah?â he crooned. âKeep talkinâ like thatâŚâ
The arousal in Jabberâs voice was raw, unfettered. How could that be? You tried to chart his behavior like you would a symptom: stimulus, response, deviation from the baseline. The insult should have provoked retaliation, even if only for a moment. Whatâs more, scorn should sting far less than bone snapping beneath knuckles. That was the natural order of things. But Jabber didnât follow any natural order. The variables refused to align. Had you misinterpreted the flicker in his expression? The moment replayed in your mind like a broken record, yet you found nothing concrete to anchor ontoâno reliable tell or discernible pattern. And for someone who relied on emotional leverage, that troubled you far more than blood and injury ever could.
âSo, Doc?â Jabber coaxed, his irises flaring with a fiery fuchsia glow. âWhatâre you gonâ do now?â The playful lilt in his voice, paired with his predatory gaze and the unmistakable glint in his eyes, pointed to a single conclusion: Jabber was about to summon his Vital Instrument. You watched with wide-eyed dread as a brilliant magenta aura licked along the set of ten silver rings encircling Jabberâs fingers. The metal stretched and warped, elongating into menacing blade-like claws. Upon transformation, the blades scraped against one another, a grating shink ringing in your ears.
Jabber raised his right hand, the claws of his Jinki glinting ominously as they hovered dangerously close to your face and neck. You felt the cold steel threatening to slice through your skin at the slightest movement. Was he actually attempting to fight you in earnest? Sure, youâd gained enough combat experience over the years to handle the occasional thug or hooligan. But against a full-fledged Giver, the outcome was hardly in question.
Jabber sneered gleefully at the trepidation betrayed by your otherwise rigid expression. âSâonly fair that we both get a taste, yeah?â he taunted, creeping his index claw closer to your throat. His touch hovered just enough to kindle a tremor of anticipation that nearly made you shudder. A bead of cold sweat traced down your forehead, across your cheek, and along the line of your neck. The cracks in your steely demeanor only seemed to amuse Jabberâencouraging him to keep prodding, testing what would finally break your composure.
However, before the exchange could escalate further, the woman from earlier, Cthoni, appeared behind Jabber, her expression exasperated yet entirely unfazed. âJabber, thatâs enough,â she said curtly. At the sound of her voice, Jabberâs expression soured, the fuchsia gleam fading from his eyes as his claws retracted to their suppressed form. His shoulders slumped dramatically as he redirected his focus from you to glower at Cthoniâthough she didnât seem the least bit intimidated by him despite her smaller stature.
âYou really know how to spoil a guyâs fun,â Jabber huffed indignantly. âI was jusâ gonna play with the fresh meat for a bit.â You grimaced as he turned toward you, a facetious grin already etched into his features. If you hadnât known better, youâd think Cthoni just scolded a petulant child for poking at something he had been told not to touch, given the juvenile frivolity of it all. Youâve only known Groundlings, yourself included, to fight out of necessity, as a means to an end. Those were the cards your people had been dealt; such was the reality of being born in a desolate, largely lawless wasteland. However, a combatant like Jabber seemed to defy that logic.
Cthoni suddenly seized Jabberâs forearm with considerable force, threatening to break the bones beneath her grip if he refused to obey. âNo, not now. The boss needs to see us,â she said tersely, squeezing Jabberâs arm tighter. A brief wince colored his expression, enough to show the twitch in his muscles as the unyielding pressure bit into his forearm.
âGuess thatâs it then,â Jabber bemoaned, his twisted grin still lingering. âDamn, now mâall turned on.â At his admission, Cthoni released his arm. Jabber sauntered off, presumably to see Zodyl, with Cthoni trailing close behind. Then his shoulders quirked, as if heâd suddenly remembered something he had forgotten. âThat reminds me,â Jabber said, turning back to you with a curious tilt of his head. âNever caught ya name, Doc.â
Rather than reply sarcastically, you curtly gave him your name. Jabber repeated your name a couple of times, as if savoring its sound on his lips. âOkay,â he hummed, stretching the wordâs syllables. âLook forward to workinâ with ya!â Jabber grinned cheekily and offered a friendly wave before disappearing further into the darkness of the Raidersâ base with Cthoni. âLater, Dr. Right Hook.â
You exhaled deeply, releasing a breath you hadnât realized youâd been holding. The shadows of the baseâs tunnels swallowed your new teammates, leaving you alone with the faint drip of water echoing off the damp walls and the steady pounding of your heart in your ears. You silently prayed that Jabber wouldnât become your patient anytime soonâuntil you realized: his broken nose was your responsibility.
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âStarinâ is rude, yâknow,â Jabberâs voice suddenly broke your train of thought. Were you staring? Even so, a good healer is meant to observe their patient.
âWell, you would know all about that, wouldnât you?â you retort.
The smirk on Jabberâs lips deepened, âAw, you goinâ soft on me, Doc? âCause that was weakâeven for you.â You swallow the sigh that threatens to slip past your lips, unwilling to reward him with the reaction he desired.
âYour hairâs going to get in the way,â you say.
Jabber hums, defiant. âYâsee, Doc⌠liftinâ my arms ainât exactly comfortable. Yâknowâshot eight times, broken rib and all that.â His shoulders shift in a shallow, half-hearted shrug.
You suppress a frustrated groan. âIf you can shrug, you can lift them.â When he makes no effort to help you, however, you step closer, leaning over him as you gather his long locs. The thick strands brush against your wrists as you sweep Jabberâs hair up and out of your way. While you attempt to gather it into a loose ponytail so you can return to the more pressing matter, you hear the faint snickering of the man lying underneath youâlow, undeniably facetious.
âWhat?â you ask, somewhere caught between confusion and vexation, unable to find the humor in the situation.
âOh, nothinâ, Doc,â Jabber replies, a faux innocence lacing his tone. âJust enjoyinâ the view.â
Your eyebrows knit together, perplexed. Then, the realization dawns on you like a splash of ice-cold water, sending a chill creeping along the nape of your neck. You are so engrossed in the task at hand that you failed to realize you have put yourself in a ratherâŚcompromising position.
Jabberâs eyes are unmistakably fixed on your chest, a knowing smirk grazing his lips once you understand the punchline to the unspoken joke.
You let out an indignant huff. âGrow up.â
âNow, whereâs the fun in that, Doc?â Jabberâs stifled chuckles devolve into outright mocking laughter at your expense. âCanât a guy appreciate a nice pair of tiââ
âDonât push your luck,â you interrupt.
For once, he lets the sentence die there, much to your relief. Still, the shit-eating grin plastered across his face is an unpleasant reminder that he is enjoying himself far too much to let you have the last word. You tighten your grip around the gathered locs and pull them back with a bit more force than necessary, winding them into a loose ponytail at the crown of Jabberâs head.
Jabber chuckles softly. âDidnât think youâd be the type to play with my hair, Doc.â
âYou wish.â You secure his locs with a final, forceful tug, making a mental note to mind your positioning when treating him going forward.
Jabber hisses softly through his teeth, the sound tapering into a faint whine.
âMm⌠there she is,â he sighs contentedly.
You adjust Jabberâs posture without warning, steadying him with a firm grip. His breath hitches sharply, a giggle escaping. âFuck,â he muses, âI wanna fight her for real, Bang Bang Braid. See if I can go all out again, like I did with Mr. Bad Attitude.â
His voice changes at the mention of âMr. Bad Attitude.â Its laziness sharpens into something brighter, hungrier. Nostalgia, perhaps. Or appetite. With Jabber, the difference rarely matters.
Your hands still, eyes widening briefly in recognition. Jabber had gone off on a tangent about a staff-wielding Cleanerâsomeone heâd encountered while tasked with capturing the Spherite. You thought his name was Rudo. Thought. You hadnât bothered to commit his name to memory. Jabberâs naming convention remains something of a mysteryâone of many. Despite your repeated corrections, he always defaults to Doc, or Dr. Right Hook if heâs feeling generous, as if your actual name never quite registered.
Youâve made your peace with it, more or less. Whether Jabberâs refusal means your name was not worth remembering or the substitute is a twisted term of endearment, youâve never been able to say for certain. With Jabber, itâs rarely one or the other.
âOh, Zanka,â he murmured, fondly. âHe was a hell of a letdown in the end, but thereâs nothinâ like goinâ all out. You feel me?â The question was undoubtedly directed toward you. You were his only audience, after all.
So thatâs his name, you noted absently. A real nameâno pretense nor assessment. Just Zanka. Jabber rarely afforded people that. Except that he did, you corrected yourself. Heâd use the names of the other members of the Front Line, namely Cthoni, Bundus, and Momoa. Which meant Zanka wasnât an exception to the rule so much as membership in a category you hadnât yet identified. You filed the thought away. You werenât sure you wanted to know what it implied. Though you had no intention whatsoever of answering him, youâagainst your better judgementâfound yourself wondering what âgoing all outâ meant for him as you began removing the bloody cloth from his abdomen.
The memory of Jabberâs Mankira hovering at your throat lingers despite yourself; a sudden warmth creeps in your chest at the thought of the kiss of cold steel that hadnât quite met flesh. You found yourself wondering, and not for the first time, what it would feel like if it had. Whether the neurotoxin would burn or go quietâa deep, thrumming numbness coursing through your veins. Youâd seen what it did to those who had information that Zodyl required. The harrowed screams were one thing. Jabberâs gleeful laughter echoing through the base during the interrogation was another matter entirely.
âSâ only fair that we both get a taste.â
You return your attention to unwrapping his wounds. It doesnât particularly help. Removing the compress completely reveals a glimpse of the damage, blood saturating his black undershirt in dark, spreading splotches. You work away the layers carefully, the fabric reluctant where blood has dried against skin. Beneath it, the wounds are laid bareâeight entry points, each deliberate, everything vital untouched.
You move methodically toward the rib cage, the bruising there deep and irregular, purpling toward black at its center, spreading outward in patterns that betray force rather than its source. The contour of his chest was subtly off, the smoothness interrupted. You press gently along the site of the injury, the fracture announcing itself beneath your fingertips, displaced but otherwise contained.
Jabber draws his bottom lip between his teeth at the contact, a strangled moan escaping him. âAhâfuck. Right there.â
âI know,â you reply. Your voice comes out more soothing than youâd intended, a borderline coo. Pride aside, your eyes catch on the faded scars from past treatments, healed so completely as if they never existed. You resist the urge to ghost your fingers along his skin. You reassure yourself that itâs because thereâs work to be done.
âNever seen you look that hard at anything,â Jabber cuts in, his eyes already fixed on you when you meet his gaze. âSee something you like, Doc?â
âDonât flatter yourself.â A heat creeps into your face, but your hands donât still this time. You retrieve a syringe from beside you, filling it with a dense, opaque liquid from a glass bottleâan antiseptic of your creation. âThis is going to sting,â you forewarn him, although unsure why you bothered. You then press the tip to the entry point and depress the plungerâslow, measuredâworking the solution through the wound channel.
The second entry point yields similar to the firstâreluctant, then giving. Jabber inhales sharplyâonce, involuntarilyâbefore the exhale follows, slow and deliberate, like heâs savoring something.
âYou always take this long?â he asks. His voice lacks some of its usual lilt, the drawl thinned just enough for you to take notice.
âWith eight wounds, yes,â you reply, moving to the next.
Jabberâs breath hitches when you irrigate the third wound. âFeels like youâre dragging it,â he groans.
âIâm being thorough.â The words escape quicklyâtoo quicklyâyour tone more defensive than its typical detached professionalism.
Jabber watches your face as you work methodically, with the practiced ease of someone long past being disturbed by the bodily horrors caused by life on the Ground. His smile wanes into something dull, unimpressed. Distinctly closer to ennui than pain.
âMm.â The sound is low, settling. âThere you go again. Hidinâ behind all that professional doctor shit.â A beat, unhurried. âItâs boring as hell. Could just admit youâre enjoyinâ yourself, Doc. No judgement.â
You donât answerârefusing would be more accurate. Doing so would be an admission of guilt toâŚwhatever he was implying. You depress the plunger further in the wound, and Jabberâs jaw goes slackâeyes sliding half-shut, something unwinding in his expression you care not to examine too deeply.
Youâre tending to the fifth wound when he speaks again.
âYâthink sheâd go easy on me?â Jabber muses, unprompted. Your brows furrow, caught somewhere between annoyance and inquisitive confusion.
âBang Bang Braid,â he answers, though you never asked. The nickname lands with a familiar fondnessâsomething reverential. âIâd want her to go all out,â he continues. âNo point otherwise.â A beat. âSheâs precise. Doesnât pull her punches.â Jabberâs voice carries something somewhat akin to admiration. âThatâs rare.â
âJabber.â
âAnd those scissors.â A low, delighted sound escapes him, ignoring your admonishment entirely. âThose big ass scissors, Doc. You see âem?â He says it like he still canât quite believe it. âWonder how deep she could get with âem,â Jabber muses, voice dropping into something loose but unhurried. âBet sheâd take her time. Make it count,â a slow exhale. âGet me all fucked up and then justââ he makes a low, pleasured sound, ââdo it again.â
âHold still.â
âMânot movinâ.â
âYouâre talking.â
âTalkinâ donât move wounds around, Doc.â
You acquiesced, depressing the plunger on the seventh with slightly less ceremony than the previous six. Jabber inhales sharply, appreciative.
âBe a good fight,â he murmurs, eyes fixed on the light above him. âGet all cut up, beat to shit.â A slow, satisfied exhale escapes his busted lip. âAnd thenââ the smile is audible, ââyouâd be right there. Puttinâ me back together just to take me apart again. Scolding and slapping me around just for talkinâ.â His voice drops. âGotta say, I really like your sadistic side, Doc. Itâs sexyâI mean it.â The silence is heavier than usual. âFuck. Almost worth gettinâ wrecked just for that.â
You pull on a fresh pair of gloves with a sharp snap, uncharacteristically rendered speechless.
âMm. Got a gift, Doc.â His eyes slide toward you, dark and contemplative. âWhole thingâs got me achinâ down there.â
Your gloved hand closes around his jaw with firm, deliberate pressure, your nails forming divots into his cheeks, his lips puckering involuntarily at the force of your grip. You turn Jabberâs face towards yours. Not rough enough to hurtâthough the thought crosses your mindâbut enough that he cannot look away.
âListen to me very carefully,â you say, low and even. âYou have a displaced rib that is one movement from puncturing something vital. So you are going to lie still, you are going to stop talking, and you are going to let me work. Do you understand me, Jabber?â
Jabber stares at you, face cradled in your grip. Slowly, the corner of his mouth curvesâbarely, just enough.
âYes, Doc,â he says, low and honeyed, drawing the words as if heâs tasting them. Like compliance is another form of provocation.
You go still, statuesque. Not the stillness of restraintâsomething quieter. You set down your Vital Instrument, level and deliberate, and hold his unrelenting leer.
âYou know,â you begin, your voice dropping to something even, almost conversational. âFor someone stripped damn near naked with his injuries laid bare, you have some nerve making me a feature of your debauchery. Itâs actually starting to piss me off.â
Something in Jabberâs expression shifted. The tedium disappears completely, burned clean through by the venom in your voice.
You lower yourself to Jabberâs level, your lips barely grazing the shell of his ear. Your voice falls to a soft, menacing whisper. âMaybe I shouldnât finish treating you. Maybe Iâll leave you to bleed out on this table, or suffocate in your own blood. But youâd probably like that, you sick fuck. Youâre at my mercy, Jabber. Completely.â
âCompletely,â he repeats, tasting the word. The low quiet pleasure in his voice is unmistakable. His eyes donât leave yours. âI appreciate you talking dirty to me, Doc. But that threat of yoursâŚâ A beat. âYouâre full of shit, and you know it.â
The corner of his mouth curves. âBoss finds out you let me die on this tableâŚâ Jabber sighs, sympatheticâsympathetic as he could be, ââŚthatâs not a conversation Iâd wanna have.â His eyes stay on yours, warm with something that isnât quite concern. âAnd I like you, Doc. Be a shame.â
Your jaw tightens. Your bluff has been called and you both know it. On both counts.
âItâs cute how you tried to scare me, though, dollface.â
The slap lands before you decide to throw it. Not hard enough to turn his head, but enough to sting. To mean something. A reddish flush begins to bloom along Jabberâs cheek where your hand had just met. You expect the smirk to drop, like when you first punched him. It doesnât. It shiftsâthe performative edge oozing from it, something quieter and more settled taking place. Like heâs been waiting for exactly this.
âThatâs not my name,â you say quietly. You intend for the words to land like a demand. They come out closer to something else. Jabberâs eyes match your unyielding gaze, patient in a manner that has little to do with compliance.
âSure, Doc.â
Your hand lands on his other cheek harder than the first. Jabberâs grin languishesânot from pain or surprise. Something uncategorical flickers behind his eyes, its brevity making it seem as though it had never existed.
âSay it, Jabber.â
Then, low and even, with no performance or exuberance whatsoever:
Your name.
Just that. Offered almost cleanly. Like a giftâa courtesyâhe could afford because heâd already taken what he came for from you. The satisfactionâvictoryâshould be yours. You asked something of Jabber, and he gave it to you without any strings attached: No theatrics, obnoxious flirts, or perverse comments. Thatâs how it should feel.
But it doesnât.
You wordlessly reach for the jutted rib, doing your best to give away nothing with your expression. But somewhere beneath the clinical surface, something has been permanently displacedâdistortedâthat you wouldnât be able to repair. The worst part is, the part that settles cold in the pit of your stomach as your hands find his bruised torso, is the quiet suspicion that heâs aware of it too.
Setting the rib requires both hands and his full cooperation, which Jabber gives without being told. The lack of commentary makes the stillness of the room that much more apparent. He breathes when you tell him to breathe and holds when you tell him to hold, his eyes noticeably fixed somewhere above your head instead of your face, jaw slack.
Itâs the most compliant, obedient Jabber has been since Cthoni left him a bloodied, bruised mess on your table and you donât quite know what to do with it.
âInhale,â you instruct, your gloved hands bracketing the sides of the fracture. He does. âHold.â He does. You feel the displaced bone beneath your palms, the subtle wrongness of it, and apply steady, measured pressure until it gives with an odd sensation youâve long since learned not to acknowledge.
Jabber exhales through his teethâwithout grandiose, satisfied relief, however. Simply air leaving a body thatâs been through a considerable amount today.
The final bandage sits tight across Jabberâs midsection, neat and unforgiving. You smooth the edge down with your thumb, more out of habit than tenderness.
âDone,â you say, more to yourself than him.
No quip or reply. The silence lasts just long enough to become ominous, dangerous.
Then, the manhole-portal yawns open across the room with a familiar rush of air and colorful distortion. Cthoni emerges without ceremony, her expression just as flat as when she left. She is perched on the rim of its opening, like she couldnât be bothered to leave the enclosed space. Her gaze lands first on Jabberâs bandaged torso, then the red mark blooming across his cheek, then on your gloved hands. If she notices the tension lingering like the odor of Jabberâs neurotoxins, she is merciful enoughâor so jaded by the shenanigansâthat she doesnât care to mention it.
âAre you finished?â she asks.
âFinished enough,â you reply. âThough he shouldnât fight, run, or do anything idiotic for a month, minimum.â
Jabberâs characteristic grin returns by millimeters. âWhy are yaâll talkinâ âbout me like I ainât here? Iâm hurt,â he pouts exaggeratedly.
Cthoni looks at him, unimpressed. âObviously. Are you able to walk?â
âDepends,â he drawls, shifting carefully onto one elbow, flashing you a knowing smirk. âIs Doc gonna carry me?â
âNo,â you and Cthoni say at once.
His grin widens, but Cthoniâs expression remains just as apathetic. âThe boss wants to speak with you.â
At that, Jabberâs smile sharpens into something distinctively awake. âGuess Iâm walkinâ then.â
Jabber clumsily follows Cthoniâs lead, the occasional wince or grunt contorting his features. Before you could register his absence, you were alone once againâthe room exactly as it was before he arrived, save the blood, which shouldnât feel like anything at all. Despite the chaos, youâd gathered more data and filed it accordingly. However, you were left with far more questions than answers. What you couldnât compartmentalize was the creeping, dawning certainty that while you spent the better part of an hour observing him, you were being observed, studied, in returnâand he found what you were so determined to keep hidden long before you were aware of its existence. And for once, you admitted it terrified you.