Musings of a Dreamer

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So like above all else, Swing and Lilia got that old man toxic yaoi, and him and Skully have this eternal rivalry (GAY) with each other. And then there's Yuu (ewe), and it's like...complex??? EHHH??

Floof is special. She tamed that beast, but also Swing likes pissing off people, ESPECIALLY Lilia. So oop, better watch over Floof, or she might disappear from your sight with Swing around...he's like a leech.

If you ask Swing about Floof, he will never really put to words into the specifics, BEYOND that she is his favorite human. Which is saying a lot, since Skully used to be that, but he didn't realize that until Skully was dead, and now Skully is a ghost, so oh well, NEW FAVORITE HUMAN.

And ohh, pissing off the people around this favorite human of his is ENTERTAINING, SO HE'LL NEVER LEAVE HER BE. So she gets bullied (affectionately), while it's free real estate for everyone the fuck else. Lowkey, he flipflops between girldad to chaotic fae pissing everyone off.

Oh yeah, don't leave any of Floof's kids around Swing. You know how I saId changeling stuff with Floof (she's effectively one due to all the fae blessings she gets)?? He's hardcore will changeling the shit out of her kids (as in, actually STEAL them kids), because any child of hers is now his. No questions asked. Lilia adopts, but Swing fucking STEALS them kids.

Especially the first-born, which might get Malleus dragon biting the fuck out of everything (all Floof's children are Malleus's children, regardless of who the father is, that is the way of this polycule flock).

sorry for the late response, but I think I might actually be able to get something, because there is a specialized dorm uniform AND a Ramshackle SCHOOL uniform for the others, if not through commissions since I'm currently working for my sister and she's been giving me, on average, like $200 a week (and more) for doing jobs around the house for her, I have also been doodling more now that I have an actual desktop, paint tool sai (OFFICIALLY, because I fuck with Sai more that CSP and also I owe its creator so much for helping with my digital art process), and my cintiq set up to said desktop, I could end up actually doing it myself. :V

by the by, I don't think I mentioned it before, and if I did, fuck it, I'm saying it now, but Swing be the type who wants to mcfucking changeling the shit out of Yuu (ewe) and it's one of the biggest annoyances Lilia has for this man. Do not leave this fae alone with Floof, lest she suddenly disappear because it at least guarantees Swing quality time with Skully.

He has also taught Yaya-chan (Floof's Iago-esque baby parrot that Crowley gifted her post Scarabia arc) how to swear. He's a bad influence lmao, which is hilarious given mister Fellow Honest and Gidel stealing shit when no one is looking, but the Ghosts also steal shit so no one is innocent in this dorm.

The less said about Floof's property damage and trespassing charges, the better. But hey, it kinda pays to have Rook's family connections since they're so fucking rich. And also diplomatic immunity, given her connections to Leona and Malleus, but whatever, whatever, we'll make the jokes god dangit.

I'm back again asking because, while searching (remembering) for a SI-OC fanfic, I rediscovered one I bookmark since 2020 and is yours :)

So I'm here to ask about Tempting Fate, whether it will return or not. Although it's understandable if it doesn't, I mean, it's from Berserk, and it's understandable if you don't want to touch that story with a ten-foot pole.

It's just that I adore Casca, and I want to know if there will be anything more to it in the future, or if it's over.

Oh don't worry, there will be more, it's just that it took a lot of planning and for the stars to align to get into the right headspace for our poor SI!Casca, especially after Miura Kento's passing. That said, as more and more chapters come out for Berserk, I should be getting back into it.

I do miss my witchy Casca and her fucking over the events of Berserk with her existence since the world keeps trying to kill her ass (that's why she was a premature baby and nearly got gobbo'd before Mr. Skull Knight saved her). Beyond that, I do like the constant Nier and Drakengard references I was sprinkling in, plus whatever media Berserk managed to influence, because god dammit, it just fits the world SO much. :V

This might also be one of the few forms of situations where one might like Griffith because he always keeps his word and dammit, he told Casca that he won't ever wrong her. And she'll make damn sure of it.

Do keep an eye out for Charlotte though, because uhhhh...I don't think she's making it out of this scenario unscathed, especially if there's a side to this mess balancing the changes out with a "status quo" esque development.

One Piece chat and doodle stream over!! shit's so fucking funny with what i've drawn in the course of five and a half hours.

I'mma start doing more of these streams since it's been so fun. Also if you look to your right, there is a Mako, she is alive, and I'll get to writing eventually.

Also I'mma keep it to one piece doodles since the art style is the easwiest for me to draw with some Pokemon maybe at the side, but otherwise, if you have a specific doodle in mind, the rules are under the "ADDRESS ME"

request is basically you can ask for an OP character, moneyz for anything even an OC, quality varies but you will get a blorbo or at least someone like fat luffy :V

HEY Y'ALL I'M DOING A ONE PIECE + ART STREAM SO IF YOU WANNA REQUEST A DOODLE OR PAY FOR ONE, COME ON BY!!

feel free to drop by, i'm still unemployed so if you wanna support me during these times, just drop on by with a follow (a sub maybe) and/or just have me in the background!!

So unfortunatey, due to being unemployed, I'm slated to lose my insurance at the end of this month and due to the way it takes time to process applications, I'm going to be in desperate need of money to pay for premiums to KEEP my benefits from my insurance.

I'm linking my ko-fi, but like...every little cent is going to help with my medical bills, if you can just pass it around, that'd be great. I'm sorry for the radio silence and everything, but I'm still injured and in my current state, I can't really jump back into work so fast.

Again, it doesn't matter if you can't donate yourself, just share it around to as many people as you can. Thanks

I'm mainly feeling awful physically because of the injury I have on my right shoulder, and recently, it came to light that I might have carpal tunnel in BOTH of my wrists. So it really feels like I'm falling apart.

I should get better, it might just be my body telling me that I actually need to kick back for a while to ACTUALLY recover. But it still feels bad, since I was almost working there for three years.

And what if later leona od someone else found her like that(while she is being batnapped) ?

Sorry it took so long to respond to this i was mcfucking busy, but holy crap, this event is so funny I love it....

Like it also ended up validating my potion shenanigans with Yuu (ewe) and Floyd, in that potions mixing up can create a new effect so wewwww!!

Anyways lmaoooo, everyone mcfucking nakey, and just "no one say a damn thing" while Grim is the one just hissing and spitting at anyone that so much as tries to BREATHE in floof's direction.

Also consider: Floof wears a sports bra. Floof's undies. No one is coming out of this unscarred, because Floof is gonna demand she sees everyone else's underwear to make it fair (if they made her clothes, chances are they had to make the undergarments so that they could even get her measurements to make the clothes, HELL HELL HELL).

Also tiny floof is like a little doll, she'd get poked and prodded and she'd bite back. Leona would genuinely pick on her before just dropping her on a cushion like "Don't get into trouble".

Batnapppedddd, Lilia gonna be on the fucking hunt like his own bats are hunting that rat with wingssss

Now Azul lives in fear of someone finding out and telling his Papa while Floyd enjoys the fucking chaos it caused.

Even if it did get him bitten in an underwater scuffle with mermaid floof. Which by the way, Rielle totally saw and was like "your courtship moved me dearly that day." And everyone is just ???

Azul: oh right, moray eels–OH MY GOD AND THEY WERE AT IT SO AGGRESSIVELY.

Accidental courting strikes again, except this one is mutual cuz Floyd legit does not understand the concept, he just understands his feelings and Floof was just fighting back because she got provoked.

And in the middle of this, absolutely reveling in the chaos?

Jade. Dude enabled Floyd when the guy was ???? And started following after Floof.

Depending on merfolk species, there are some instinctual habits that determine courtship behavior, which has led to many a mixed signal and miscommunications. Unlike beastfolk, merfolk have, how do you say...less concern over social faux pas, mainly due to the fact that the little mermaid princess who walked on land herself was riddled with many of them as she crossed land and sea together. So there's less of a stigma, versus Ruggie and Jack being absolutely scandalized over stuff as ear biting and tail fluffing.

Beastfolk in turn, are very much aware of what is and isn't appropriate, because each and every one of them are quite in tune with what is instinct and what is not, due to how they grow up. Like say for example, young beastfolk will bite to lay "ownership" of things, like how a child would lick their things. Not to be mistaken for the ear bite, different intent and purpose.

This is behavior they are supposed to outgrow. Another is destruction of personal belongings in a fit of frustration. For the kiddos, this is very much a learning experience on how to move away from such tantrums because they're still in the throes of managing their emotions and instincts.

For older teens/adults, it is the most immature thing that one can do. And can be a sign of desperation or a mental breakdown.

Purring or growling, like in Leona—that is instinctual. Stuff that comes as naturally as blinking and breathing. It can be suppressed, but otherwise, one cannot really be shamed for it because that isn't anything one can truly ever control. Like tears and laughter.

I just went on AO3 and yeeted it into my “marked for later” so I wouldn’t forget and lose it (again… 🙈). Like I ADORE all your little tidbits on here that I get to read but I need to remember to read the actual freaking FIC 😭💀🤣

Been busy as of lately so I haven't had much time to write, so I'm happy to hear that!!

It's nice being able to just yap and see people stopping by to read my ramblings :V

The funniest thing is that Neige can and does interact with Yuu (ewe) the most (much to Vil's annoyance because omigosh collab???), but he's also a sincere fanatic who wants nothing more than to have actual merch of Floof BUT THERE IS NONE AND HE'S SAD. He's had his eye on her ever since he saw that selfie Vil posted of him and Floof after he did her makeup. Literally one of the first people to like and comment, but Vil tends to ignore the fact that Neige follows him (it is by the will of the PR gods that Vil doesn't block his ass lmao).

Neige doesn't even realize he has a crush, which is what annoys Vil the most. (Rook is all for Neige in the polycule, but Vil refuses, he's still annoyed that he caught strong emotions and fell for Floof in the first place—LET HIM PROCESS ONE THING AT A TIME GOD DAMMIT)

Not Che'nya, dude saw a cute Alice and she played with his tail, so they're totally getting married or something like that (what Ruggie and Jack thinks because why else would a beastman be so comfortable having his tail stroked so willingly).

(Speaking of which, I got a comment about Ruggie getting bit on the ear by Floof and his reaction was "NOW I CAN NEVER GET MARRIED" and it fucking floored me so badly like lmao HE WOULD)

Che'nya flirt normally challenge, stop using Floof's lack of beastfolk socialization knowledge, she just sees fuwa fuwa fluffy tail and mofumofu time in the softness.

Especially since Honest Fellow and Gidel let Floof touch their tails, but they're family, so it STILL hasn't registered to Floof yet that she's committing beastfolk social faux pas.

Minajael would be the more mature person of the bunch (he can and will fumble), while Rielle is like a newborn fawn learning how to walk. Like omigosh, which land training school did you go too??? And scares the shit out of Azul because of illegal transformation potion shenanigans (Jamil was calm and smart enough to say it was an innocent mix up, nothing malicious ahaha, whatcha talking about).

They playing tug of war, while Crowley is on the verge of committing a murder most foul because Ambrose has his eye on Yuu (ewe) because Beast Tamer EX is literally just being a Disney Princess, all while she's just

Jamil absolutely stoking the flames between Minajael and Kalim because god dammit, this is the first time he's seen Kalim FINALLY showing some other emotion beside his usual embodiment of sunshine niceness. But also, better Kalim get in trouble than him lmao.

Not that Jamil wants Floof around Minajael either, if Kalim's grandma was royalty who stirred up the fam for marrying a merchant (commoner), then the last thing he wants is for Minajael to try and go that route like, no thanks, stay out of my polycule lmao.

Floof you keep attracting boys to your flock, chillax on the rizz, you can't keep getting away with this lmao.

But also blame Neige for that, he made Floof go viral and then tied VDC with his vote cuz he likes Floof and voted for her instead of himself. Dude would have merch of her that he'll put next to the merch he has of Vil...IF SHE HAD ANY MERCH (soon, Azul sees money in the making).

Also NRA and RSA group chat going nuts cuz remember, they have one. NRA's is literally always "CAN YOU GUYS STOP BEING HORNY FOR FIVE MINUTES??" while RSA looks prim and proper but fuck that, they're just as bad about being normal around girls, they just have more charisma about it (and a dedicated mod deleting messages that should've stayed in DMs—which by the way, they actually REMEMBER DMs exist, unlike most of NRA that chooses violence)