KLO.E

It's quite funny. never imagined the once very confident and free spirited me will get insomnia nights. 4 hours and counting since i last woke up at 2am.

i guess it's never easy when someone so important just steps out of your life, but having the time away is important to rediscover who you are, before you move on to whatever and wherever.

so today im dedicating this post to myself.

and not remember me only when you are not occupied.

because your brain tells you what will keep you alive

but your heart tells you what will make you happy, but not necessary keep you alive.

It felt like i lost a huge part of me over the past few months.

I had no more CCA, no more goals. and then i had a boyfriend.

It was so nice, to shower yr love for that one person that would be the centre of your universe.

Then things fell, things crumbled. Looking back everything was so fleeting.

I feel happier these days. Job, start up, further studies? time will tell which will fall into place; but im happy, happier now. like the old me :D