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You came to take us
All things go, all things go
To recreate us
All things grow, all things grow
We had our mind set
All things know, all things know
You had to find it
All things go, all things go
Sufjan Stevens "Chicago"

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i think im just straight up gonna be nonbinary fuck this shit
idc about pronouns
i just cant be a girl LMAO i am so irritated rn
happy pride month ig 🤟 xddddd
2026-05-31
bauska castle
pup reviews music 2026 - episode 37
Frou Frou - Details (2002)
HIDDEN GEM ALERT !!!!!!!!!!!!! i already knew i liked imogen but i accidentally found this side project frou frou and yeah!! good shit! noone sings like imogen does, very "breathy" and she constantly yodels(?) and shifts pitches like a wave and its so enchanting to listen to, very whimsical, very romantic and heartfelt. very feminine in a weird way?
pup reviews music 2026 - episode 36
doing both of these at once since i listened them back-to-back and it faded into just one piece to me
Chet Baker - Chet (1959)
and
Bill Evans - You must believe in spring (1981)
worst review ever i have nothing to say, i literally only needed background noise that wouldnt be too overpowering but also not too quiet. i like piano more than trumpet

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lil bit of nature in the morning
and some time in town in the afternoon
pup reviews music 2026 - episode 35
Lena Raine and Kumi Tanioka- Minecraft: Caves & Cliffs soundtrack
is it mandatory for every minecraft soundtrack to be insanely melancholic /pos
love the run of the last three tracks
i have been on the tippy toe 1 centimeter edge of having a horrible mental breakdown for the last few years 😄 i keep getting closer to it every day by 1 more atom but its like the infinite fraction theory or whatever it was called. the one that goes like:
imagine you have to get from point A to B, which is like idk 5 meters in distance.
but for every step, the second one you take will be 1/2 as less distance as your last step.
so the third step would be 1/4, the fourth would be 1/8 etc etc... so you keep taking steps to get to B, and you technically ARE getting closer, eventually by miniscule amounts, but STILL.
this is how i feel rn
i cant cry anymore 😄 i havent had a proper cry in forever! because my pills dont let me cry!
pup reviews music 2026 - episode 34
The Beatles: "Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band" (1967)
trigger warning for beatles fans: im not a beatles fan.
man this shit was kind of a migraine to listen to, i dont know why i didn't stop midway, it was hypnotising in a way. i definetly need context to why this album is considered good or revolutionary or something.. cuz all it was to me was really really annoying xd just wanted to force myself to listen to the end.
only track that was listenable was "When im sixty-four".

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my depression is constantly killing me while mania keeps reincarnating me
i once again feel like ill never be able to make anything good
i speak in a language noone speaks
and therefore i shout
gender rant
im at my most gender confused time of my life which is rlly funny because isnt this the type of shit that a person should experience during their teenage years? xddd im 23 now and i keep looking at myself and thinking DAMN im the shittiest girl ever but i could also never be a man.
i love looking at cutesy girly vlogs about girly selfcare and skincare and ribbons in your hair and drinking special teas accordingly to the day of your cycle and decorating your room with cute coquette vintage toys and trinket dishes and golden jewelery and frilly dresses and pink pilates girl workout clothes - love that shit. UNFORTUNATELY. UN.FORT.TU.NA.TELY.
i can never pull that off xd im not girl-enough for that. i have the face, the shoulder frame, the hair, the posture, the body language, the voice, the humour, the speaking tone - of a dude. i wouldn't say a MAN. but a dude. and i am so awfully confused with myself. i want to wear pastels and pink, i want to smell like candy and lotion my body every evening with cupcake vanilla body butter, i want to wear cute plush keychains on my bag, i want to wear skirts, i want to be bubbly, i want to wear false eyelashes, i want to have my nails done, BUT why would i bother doing all of this shit when i still look in the mirror and see a miserable old skinny, lanky, weirdly buff looking man? when i see my own eyes it doesnt matter anymore that i have a bunch of yummy perfumes on my skin, it doesnt matter that i have like 50 hairclips with cute charms on them in my drawer, because i cant utilize any of it.
when i dress up in the things i find cute, fun and uplifting, seeing myself in those clothes in the mirror makes me want to gag. it feels so wrong.
let me catch you up real fast. im a cis female. im born female. im a female.
but in my mind i feel like i was BORN a man and i desperately want to transition into a woman.
whole bunch of complicated shit brain worms going on here.
i WANT to be feminine, i want to be girly and gentle and softspoken and loving myself, but i cant. i am an absolute DUDE MAN and i can only ever feel comfortable seeing myself in the mirror or going outside only if im presenting AT LEAST on the more androgynous side. i dont like showing off my skinny arms because theyre not "cute petite girl doll skinny", but "lean tall 15 year old eboy skinny". i look fucking stupid with long hair, i look way too androgynous with short hair, i look bad with bangs, i look bad without bangs.
i cant escape the fact that i just look androgynous, and its pissing me off. i have the body of a running sport athlete male with broad shoulders and weird fucked up muscle-ey legs but with DD cup tits. what the actual fuck is my build.
basically im here to find a resolution for myself somehow. like yes i can just be MYSELF lol. i can be this weird ugly nonbinary looking freak and still like cupcakes and rainbows and unicorn frappuccinos or whatever the fuck. but its hard. this is just a road of self-acceptance, because i dont think i could ever pull off a feminine vibe. im too manly looking for that.
i just get so envious of girls that are girly
pup reviews music 2026 - episode 33
Love - Forever Changes (1967)
type of shit they play at a retro themed pub and sounds like nothing
pup reviews music 2026 - episode 32
Micheal Jackson - Thriller (1982)
idk what to comment, yeah its iconic but idk i just listened to it and it ended and thats it.
vry sensual and vry sexy. i appreciate the fact that this was my first time listening to any of these songs (except for billie jean) in full lenght for the first time
todays bike ride eee e

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pup reviews music 2026 - episode 31
Nick Drake - Pink Moon (1972)
very very sweet and relaxing. dont have much to say, it just played in the bq very sweetly. might have to revisit soon to pick out some songs to use as background music for my videos
2023 short summary
- all year long break from uni
- started going to the gym
- started taking commissions for the first time
- somewhat blonde hair
- adopted my baby cat pupele
- thats literally all i can recall what a boringly weird fucking gap year