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How do I give everyone more of me? Must I give up myself entirely? Would I do that for you both? Would you forgive me when I do?

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am i allowed to relapse?

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wtf do i even say?

“hey i don’t know what you did to hurt me but im still in pain!!!”

“oh no no no it’s okay i’m just being dramatic!/s”

“you are so perfect, never hurt me at all don’t worry!!”

my god, is there balm in gilead?

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i can’t help but feel my mind could never work.

for as much as i know, i can never remember what hurts me

i can only remember the pain; feeling unloved

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i have gotten over the past. life is so much better now. i can see my future ahead of me. all of it. each perfect moment with each perfect person. i have hope. why do i still feel this way. why do i still want to bleed. to die. why am i still so angry. maybe i was born this way and this way i will die. it will be sooner rather than later.

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i let myself slip through the cracks

i’m growing the flowers where my blood falls

they will bloom when my blood has stopped dripping

for none will be left

i will fall on the ground

the flowers, ever so voracious-birthed from my blood-will devour my body and leave no trace of me behind

only the fleeting memory of the one who hurt you when the flowers snap to close to your feet

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Everytime I see a black cat on the streets I wave at it in hope I get ran over by a truck

maybe i should kill myself

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i will never get anything right

i will never do anything right

i have never done anything right

i can’t succeed

i can only fail

i failed everyone else

i failed myself

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will i ever live a day without thinking about you, my old friend

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i am the rain before the storm, growing you into a big and strong tree

i am the storm, tearing your roots straight out of the ground

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