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“We never thought we’d get this far, but here we are.”

I thought what I was doing would save us from losing each other, but as it turns out.. it just made us start losing each other faster..

“I’m too scared to admit this to anyone but yes, I want love. I want to be so madly in love with someone who is hopelessly in love with me too. It’s what I crave, it’s what my heart and soul ache for. I want to shower this person with so much love and affection, build a beautiful life with them. Help them fulfil their dreams, be a shoulder for them to cry on, be their best friend, their lover, I want to be somebody’s everything. No I don’t want something casual, no I don’t want to just fuck, no I don’t wanna be friends with benefits. I just wanna love them more than anyone has ever loved them. I wanna love them so much that they didn’t know it was possible for someone to fall for them that way. I want to make them smile, make them laugh, learn their secrets and fears, I want to be their safe space. This is what I’m looking for. But I can’t admit it, nobody wants that anymore. I’m out here looking for something that doesn’t exist anymore. Maybe it never did in the first place, but I do know now, I wasn’t made for this world.

your love