The Lovely & The Hately

This is not anime related or anything. I am just writing this to get it out of my system. I have newly found out I am autochorissexual, and I am in a bad relationship. Where the person I am together with only thinks about sex, and keeps pushing me. I know this sounds like I want pity, but this is (right now) my little diary. I have had problems with sex for a long time. I don’t like to think of having sex with another person, but I can read and watch smut/porn. 

I have actually just told my best friend and my mother, and they are the only once that know. Feels better to let someone know, my best friend said they already knew, and he understands. 

Sorry for this random thing, but I had to get it out of my system 

You never know what you have until it’s gone

I am posting this in memory of my grandmother that died 15/01-17. She was the best. Yesterday, we said our last goodbyes. I will forever miss you. Today we visited her grave, and while we were there we visited my grandfather and my siblings that died to soon.