Trying To Find My Little Self

When my mom found out I was little, she came over to my house out of the blue and started going through drawers and closets throwing out anything she considered a Little thing.

She then shook her finger at me and said “go up act your age and stop living in a fantasy “

I have written this so many times and never posted it cuz it wasn't perfect.

but I’m looking for a genuine MommyDom connection. Not something rushed or surface-level, but something that feels safe, steady, and real. My relationship with my biological mom is we'll call it "rocky" when she found out I was Little she came over to my house, starting going through closets and drawers and throwing away anything that she felt was "little". She then looked at me , pointed her finger and said "grow up act your age and stop living in a fantasy" so I kinda need a Mommy who will remind me that it's ok to be a Little and will help me nurture that side of me. I am poly I have a Daddy but he works a lot so I need a Mommy to keep me company during the day. my daddy works from home so usually I have to be quiet but I love to text! I love a Mommy to be friends on FB and post cute stuff. it'd be awesome to have a stoner mommy like me but it is not a requirement put please know that I do use it for fibromyalgia depression and anxiety. sometimes I think it works better than some of my meds that are prescribed lol

I am in a wheelchair. (my legs don't work right, but my brain and heart work just fine). I cope with a dark sense of humor. I'm a Little (age 2-4) and a Middle (age 10-12) I'm not a sub in the traditional sense. That means I need softness, structure, patience… someone who understands that care and control can coexist. I lean more toward emotional connection, guidance, and being looked after, rather than anything purely physical.

I’m drawn to a dynamic where: – communication is clear and consistent. I have been ghosted so many times!

– boundaries are respected and discussed openly

– there’s reassurance, not just rules

– the connection feels grounding, not overwhelming

I can be a bit shy at first, but once I feel safe, I open up deeply. I value kindness, emotional intelligence, and someone who actually wants to nurture, not just label themselves as a “Mommy.”

If you’re experienced, patient, and looking for something meaningful, feel free to reach out. Tell me a bit about yourself and how you approach this dynamic.

Please be 30+

Let’s build something that feels like home, not just a role cuz being a Little/Middle isn't just a "role" I play it is who I am at my core. I literally played with baby and Barbie dolls until I was 16 years old and only stopped because my mom took them away from me. interesting fact about me: I have two fur babies and one is part Maine coon and bengel. he's almost 30 pounds and he walks around like a damn body builder