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-spots of blood on your clothes, sheets, tub, toilet seat, literally everywhere bc of picking -shitty fingernails -places you keep picking won’t heal because you pick at the scabs -any noticeable pore is fair game -trying to staunch the blood on your face because you’ve been picking -fearing that no one will want you because your skin is so ugly looking -picking in public because you can’t stop yourself (and then feeling bad about it so you pick some more) -feeling gross literally always -makeup being fucking useless -fucking mirrors!!!! -running your hands over yourself to find bumps to pick at -picking because you’re stressed, bored, sad, happy, it doesn’t matter it’s time to pick

When your derma pulls you into a “ Casual Reflection Inspection ” and u gotta back off the mirror

Castelul Peleş, Romania.

Alain Delon, alone among others, 1962

sterek + annoyed // looks // parallels

Clair De Lune by Claude Debussy except you’re exploring a supposedly haunted cave at night, and it seems to just start playing somewhere in the depths. As you head toward the source of the music and as it gets louder, you begin to hear whispers.

To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before (2018)

Twin Peaks, S1E0, Pilot (1990): Video freeze frame