kat

especially at first, given how we know how bill acts when possessing a body for the first time, tripping over everything and saying things that are Off and Uncharacteristic for that person

and not knowing what the hell is going on, why ford's acting this way and saying these things. he's almost never sleeping and every day since he moved there he's been getting stranger and more distant, it's all so confusing and when the suspicion finally boils over, the next day he finds out what's really going on, who ford was really working with, finding out he's been lied to and manipulated and also seeing through the portal and being traumatized by what he saw at the same time. and when he gets pulled out, asks ford to destroy it, and he still refuses. he even calls him something like a 'stupid hillbilly' on the way out. 'stupid hillbilly' when the man he met in college was the only one to believe in him. URHFGHH

"i'm back wife that i love. i forgot to get u any presents i was just so busy knitting two custom pairs of gloves for my college roommate that i now live with in seclusion who is also my computer password and not u lol. i also got him a snowglobe and a weird looking squash and an axolotl it was pretty sweet. yeah we just built this crazy bunker we were down there for months crazy right! well funny story there was only one bed in there! we slept in the same bed for months! so yeah sorry i forgot to get u, wife that i love, a christmas present even though we've had this trip planned for a while that's my bad lmao"