Kiraska The Dreamer

„Atsushi-kun, you’re fired. Instead, go live in the outside world. With Kyōka-chan”.

Oh, I think you're holding the heart of mine… (my heart is yours)

Squeeze it apart, that's fine.

⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔

Do what you want to, do what you want to

Be what you want to, be what you want to…

Go on and step on me.

(I relate to this song with my entire being)

I’M EXTREMELY NERVOUS TO POST THIS, AHHHHHH!!!!!!(╥﹏╥) But I’m sooooo proud of myself, I really LOVE the result!! Please, trust me, I’m not edgy…

@venelona Venelona-san, how did you manage to gather a whole Dazatsu gang, I’m jealous!! (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)

I have finally finished what I promised a long-long time ago. Actually, I started drawing it on May 31st, but I only finished it on JUNE 21st!! It’s because of some stuff and busy schedule… In any case!! Венелоночка, consider this a gift from your fav Dreamer- Kiraska!

𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 .✦ ݁˖ You’ve inspired me aaaaa lot, so yeah, here <333

Oh, oh! And I have a message the former Port Mafia leader himself- Osamu Dazai!! He wanted to participate in drawing with me, so here’s what he did<3 Though… I don’t understand why he changed my drawing like that… and doubled it. He calls them doodles. But I guess he did great!! ⤵︎

𓏲ּ𝄢 ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა 𓏲ּ𝄢

Happy Birthday, Atsushi Nakajima!! ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)

“𝘍𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘫𝘦𝘸𝘦𝘭, 𝘐 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘯𝘰 𝘦𝘧𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧; 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘧-𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘫𝘦𝘸𝘦𝘭, 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘺.”

-Nakajima Atsushi; “The Moon Over The Mountain”

I am genuinely nervous to publish anything, yet, the birthday the best character of all time made me overcome my fears and anxiety (partly). Also, the quote above is the one that touched my soul. I love Atsushi, I’m so glad that Kafka Asagiri and Sango Harukawa created such a wonderful manga with beautiful characters and their well-written personalities.

!Spoiler warning for the latest chapters!

I might be my opinion only, but I find this exact Atsushi’s birthday special. Considering how he has finally accepted and forgave in the resent chapters his headmaster, letting him finally go out of his mind, as well as understanding even better his tiger ability… Atsushi has grown up mentally so much, and oh, how much I love it. His character development is something that makes me feel easier. I’m not only happy for him, but also feel like I am capable of overcoming my own fears too. Specially since I relate to Atsu A LOT. No matter how “ugly” and “demonic” the person can stand before him, Atsushi will never think to destroy someone’s life for the sake of others’, by using ruthlessness. His empathy is not a weakness but something people should look up to.

I’m also fearing that I’m not the best, that I’m not as useful as I could be for propel I care for, that I’m not as perfect in hobbies or subjects I’m interested in. Yet, self-destruction with such thoughts and constant doubts, would never get me, or any other people with such thoughts out of the mud of anxiety and “worthlessness”. And looking at Atsushi I understand that if he could see all those birthday-drawings and wishes from us, people, he would be flattered and genuinely happy.

Atsushi deserves so much better, and so do other people who are doubting their worthy. Everyone is always enough and doing their best.

Happy Birthday, Atsushi, thank you for your kindness and hope in humanity.❤️