I’ve been trying to not fall inlove with you, believe me coz I really do. I’ve been convincing myself that I’m strong enought to fight the urge of falling deeper in your trap. I’ve been trying to forget how you made laugh in the days I don’t even want my teeth to be shown up. I’ve been telling myself that you’re just good in making people feel better but failed on catching them with all you might. I keep on telling myself that you’re just good in pretending that your gaze at me means nothing. I’ve been trying to forget how you once told me all the words I wanted to hear. I’ve been trying to deny that you really don’t affect me but everytime I look in your eyes I knew, i died. I’ve been trying to look away everytime you’re not around because I don’t want to fall for nothing again. But the more I try, the more I convince myself, just ‘trying’ is all I could ever do. I can’t even manage to succeed.

Stop thinking so hard about everything, stop over analyzing. Just go. Just do. If it feels right, just go with the flow. If it feels wrong, don’t think about it anymore and walk away.