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Vi & Caitlyn - ARCANE 1x05 Everybody Wants to Be My Enemy → 2x08 Killing Is A Cycle

maybe life should be about more than just surviving

i would like to hold on to everything

Silent & peaceful

“so I believe in a universe that doesn't care and people who do”

[text ID: promises made by june / had rotten / by the time august came. / i’ve mistaken silence with nothingness / and unlearning it asks for courage / i know not how to muster. / this half-empty glass of orange juice, / ever-present on its throne of dust, / on this wooden table, / holds more promise than i ever will. / i, a personified you, for this is not a wall but a mirror / [personified] / i, i mean you, i mean [redacted] / you eat the sun and with your burnt tongue / try to sing songs / not about pain. / don’t you? / in july / [i] you tried to stretch the rare / moments of happiness but our feet / always seemed to stay out of the / blanket / uncovered. / how do i love something without / fully succumbing to it? / you thought you had to die for you to live, didn’t you? / you thought there’s always a spring after a winter / you didn’t think that / this vivaldian symphony hadn’t been written for bodies like ours, . did you? / in july / you didn’t know that loneliness is a crowded town / yet /  it’s always been bestowed upon you / to lock the gates / and turn off the lights / every night, / did you? / june made promises it knew it couldn’t keep. / but i shall be wiser / in august.]

T. S. Eliot — The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock

[ID: July 12. Something moved me when I looked at her. END ID]

The rest will come later 🌿

[ID: I must be alone. What I accomplished was only the result of being alone. END ID]

Everyone shut up and look at Lala.

Crow Summer