Kimberly // Esmeray

"Rosaline, how do you deal with.. such grief?.. I can't-.. I can't handle this!.. I'm scared!.."

"Smile, is what she told me. "All of you, smile. Chin up. A smile can be stronger than all of your abilities combined." Oh dear mother how i wish that was true. Sometimes smiles aren't always the best choice for some. . If i kept a straight face, no one would care. They wouldnt think I am cold or- or uncaring or anything in that matter. They *wouldnt* care. They would just think i'm me, and that's who I want to be. Not some "happy-go-lucky" smile machine, that'd be terrifying. . A smile doesnt mean you know what you're doing, not exactly. You can smile and not know what you're doing. .