beez in the trap

Nothing compares 😍

The greatest gift I ever got, thank god for Elliott

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Today I lost a piece of my heart. As I go thru the motions sad and cloudy headed, I remain hopeful he is reunited with his love and never alone. I will be forever grateful and beyond proud of him.

I hate leftovers

when will i feel this as vivid as it truly is, fall in love in a single touch, and fall apart when it hurts too much? can we skip past near-death clichés where my heart restarts, as my life replays? all i want is to flip a switch before something breaks that cannot be fixed. i know, i know- the sirens sound just before the walls come down. pain is a well-intentioned weatherman predicting God as best he can, but God i want to feel again. rain or shine, i don’t feel a thing, just some information upon my skin. i miss the subtle aches when the weather changed, the barometric pressure we always blamed. all i want is to flip a switch before something breaks that cannot be fixed. invisible machinery, these moving parts inside of me well, they’ve been shutting down for quite some time, leaving only rust behind. well i know, i know- the sirens sound just before the walls come down. pain is a well-intentioned weatherman predicting God as best he can, but God i want to feel again, oh God i want to feel again. down my arms, a thousand satellites suddenly discover signs of life.

Beez in the trap dominates again, poor brother.

Currently.

Boom

Currently.

Birds