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Joke's on you, nobody will hate me as much as I hate me.

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It's disappointing how easily my self-confidence is shaken. The last two dates I was supposed to have cancelled and had legit sounding reasons. But I can't help but feel like two people in less than a week have stood me up :/
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I only have tumblr to see your nudes, bro.
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I miss feeling loved and appreciated.
Turns out I’ve let my insecurities get the best of me. My thoughts have taken control of me and I’ve acted out in ways that have backfired. Things weren’t as bad as I thought but my weakness caused me to behave like a narcissist. I’ve hurt people because. I let insecurity turn an ok situation into a bad one. I hope it’s not beyond repair but if it is then I will need to live with it. But it’s not too early to own up and work on myself. I need to be better for my own sake.
Tonight I confronted the woman who broke my heart. I can't tell what's the truth and what's a lie with this whole situation. I either did a great job standing up for myself or I stomped all over someone who loves me the way I imagine she stomped on me.

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At least there's one person on tumblr who is still in my corner. Thanks @missymargo for being my nigga.
Tonight I wrote myself a letter/manifesto
Drew,
You are capable of great things. Don’t let your uneasiness and self-esteem get you down. You’ve been dissatisfied with a lot of things in your life because you know you can apply yourself better and do the things that make you happy.
You are unhappy with your job because you are under-paid and under-appreciated. Being under appreciated isn’t your fault, but you can do something about your pay. Others have told you not to worry about it, that something better will come along. That advice is coming from people who aren’t doing anything to improve their own situations. You can talk to your boss about it and find out what can be done about your pay, all you have to do is ask.
It doesn’t matter what your boss will pay you, it won’t be enough. You need more in life. You won’t be happy unless you take control of your own destiny. What you really want is to start a business. You need to go for it.
Drew, you need to get this business started for your own happiness. Nobody else will make you happy for you. You need to write a business plan. You need to do the research needed to get this business off the ground. You need to begin recruiting people who will help you succeed. You need to do this for yourself, not for anyone else.
Drew, you need to do this. You need to walk the path you choose, not sit idly by.
Love yourself, take care of yourself, and be happy with yourself.
It's tough having love yanked away from me. It's also tough feeling like a ghost to her. I felt great for two months and suddenly I feel empty and broken and unloved. I feel worse than I did before I met her, because at least then I only disliked my job and where I live. I'm not sure what to do about all this.
The most fucked up joke life will play on you is letting you meet the right person at the wrong time.
It seems like this has happened to me twice already... sigh.
Trying to create something that's not there. A spark I saw as a bomb is just a means to an end. And I was just so happy to be out of my shell again, don't think that I really cared for who or what. So for now I'll just have to keep it shut. If you're not ready, you're not ready. Please stop acting like you are. How could I know that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire? And I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire. My mouth's shooting blanks. Situation's unbearable, I've gotten vulnerable. Now anyone is free to waltz right in. My temple's been invaded and there's nobody guarding it. All over this lonely life, but what's so wrong with being all alone? Alone's the only way I've ever known. If you're not ready, you're not ready. Please stop acting like you are. How could I know that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire? And I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire. I'm pleading cause this kills and it's still bleeding. My darling I'm taking my life back to start healing. How could I know that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire? And I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire.

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26 years old and I don't have my shit together. I have a mass of student debt. I have a job I hate, I'm over worked, under paid, under utilized, and I can't even pay my student loans on this salary. I live in a town I hate, hours away from anything I want to do and a day's drive from friends and family. Close to a year ago I moved from Canada back to the US and I thought I was losing the love of my life. I met someone incredible by Valentine's day. She took me by surprise, we fell in love, and yesterday I got dumped out of the blue for something that had nothing to do with me. I feel so defeated. My parents married and my older brother was born by the time my dad was my age. I worry that by the time some good things begin happening for me and I begin living a happy life I'll be too old to enjoy it the way I want. It'd also be great to come out of this depression I've been living with for so long.
I'm fucking heartbroken.