im stupid and gay

u ever think about how addled and filled with holes your brain is

i just want to live in a trailer on a meadow in utah and sell stupid little pinch pots

wish i was a bird. wish it was my job to fuck eat sleep and be pretty

I DID SOMETHING BAAAAAD I GOT IN A FIIIIGHT

but i really like her. and i came out to my mom because i wanted to my mom to know about her. which i think is indicative of how much i like her. im twenty years old and i had never been serious about coming out to my parents before. even when i dated my ex i never said a word to them, mostly because i was kind of ashamed of my ex LOL

her name is nicolette she is unbelievably beautiful and so so so smart and kind and sweet and genuine and i really just feel like a fucking MORON lately LMAO and i dont really understand why she likes me but for now i guess i will just go with it. and in the meantime start therapy so i can try to be a better person. i guess

life updates :P

and i am in love with someone who is a much better person than me and hasnt realized it yet

also when arthur russell said i just wanna be / wherever you are

made an appointment with a therapist for the first time ever and also im listening to helsabot

if i dont move residences every 3 months im not alive

essaie pas

when u r sad sometimes there is nothing u can do other than sit on ur bed and listen to grouper

life goal is to live alone with a cat and take care of chickens and cook fresh eggs for breakfast everyday and also make ceramics

what if i fucked around n started posting on tumblr again😳