shout

My biggest fear is that no one is that no one is going to be drunk enough to love me.

Performance Piece:

I remember that summer, The breath of it, The blur; The tenderness of it, The obliteration of it all. Communication-less. Lips contract; here. Voices don't complete, words in absence. Expression restriction, Meticulous motion analytics. My body, Your body, and the secrets hidden inside rib cages, stay hidden.

The beginning of a new year is fast approaching, I can leave the turmoil behind. No more regret of my decisions under false pretences. You told me no over the phone but didn't sound upset, you accepted it and that made me love you more. I don't want to end this year without you because when I'm with you it feels like home, like for the first time in my life the tides aren't sweeping me away from the shore. I just can't seem to be happy without you; and that's the worst part.

I find it hard to feel wanted sometimes.

I want to fall in love like a body from a building

Cascading down the mountain-tops, I flow so loose I have forgot What lovers wish you made to me, I ripped it up; No guarantee. So permeate the barricade, For there is not much more to see, Come shelter me from lust, desire - For what I feel still haunts me.

As sweet as apple pie, As sour as a lemon, Now I know why we weren’t meant to be together