choking on paper throwing up words.

#daughter #ifyouleave #smother #nowplaying #love

#saulwilliams #crook #crooked

Up on melancholy hill. #country #blueskiesbringtears #coldrun #nature #thistree

Your shadow crawled into my heart. I wanted to hold your darkness in secret within me. My heart went painfully wild at the remembrance of your soul. I was ready to let the emotion burst through my human seams into the unknown. I wanted to hold the thick and heavy rose of your powerful scream. I was ready to read poetry to God through the portals of blackness in your eyes. I would have done anything for you, I would have placed war and calamity upon my smallness. I would have stolen all the light in the universe and given it to you through my love until I vanished. I would have given you the golden stream of my breathe. The love I had for you was forbidden because it carried death, it was the type of love that carelessly tore open dimensions without second thought. It was the type of love that made me cry for lifetimes, sick and tormented without you. It was the type of love that awoken the dead to find the broken heart they left behind. It was dangerous. It was a blue war that fell from the moon. It was the sun weeping bruised angels. It was the end of time. It was altered reality. It was a lost muse searching for a constellation that felt like home. It was courage swallowed whole by eternity. It was God collecting all beauty and placing it between a kiss shared amongst two terrified bodies. It was the love of a woman who was abused for centuries and witnessed the face of love for the first time.