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BIO

Killian was born and raised in Derry, Maine with hopes that one day he would escape. However circumstances in his life made that almost impossible and twenty six years later he’s still here. He was born to two crazy teenage kids that didn’t really have what it took to be parents yet they tried their best until life took them too soon in a horrendous car crash . while he was only six years old and has limited memories of what they were like, Killian’s been trying to both forget them and honor their memory. It’s why he’s struggled with leaving a town he feels meh about . it’s also a bit as to why his personality is all over the place and he can be a dick but also somehow the sweetest person around. 

He spent the majority of his life living with his grandparents until he was able to support himself. While Killian was never much of an academic, he was always very artistic, always able to find happiness and beauty in the things he saw. Killian also was a troublemaker, a bit of a careless and selfish kind of guy that broke rules and liked to do things his own way so most people are surprised that he’s actually soft and has a big heart. and the best way for him to share that is through his art. yet Killian never thought of himself as capable of doing anything and didn’t go to school but chose to stay in Derry to help his grandparents. 

While most people in town seem to know who he is , it never seems to be for the right things. Killian was the kid that always cut class, the one that always had a girl on his arm, that was always smoking and drinking and often making reckless decisions. killian was always the one that was rude and made fun of people and lived for sarcastic comments. while he can’t say that he’s much different now than he was in college Killian doesn’t see himself as a bad guy anymore as he’s trying to cut back on the mean-ness. He works at the bar in town where he gets to interact with a lot of interesting people while he works on his art on the side. He’s been trying to figure out what he wants to do with his life and always seems stuck but the one things that makes him the happiest, aside from drinking, is comic books and graphic design. It’s something he’s positive he would be good at but has never had the support . While he can’t complain about his life he’s always felt like he’s just been there. like he has no significance and he doesn’t really matter. he feels very lost. 

FUN FACTS 

killian’s got that cool guy vibe going on with the leather jackets, the doc martens and the tattoos but he’s actually a big softie. he feels like he needs to act tough to protect people and himself but once you’re his friend he will deeply care about you. he likes working at the bar because he likes listening to people’s stories and doing his best to help their problems. although to most strangers he’s still a bit of an asshole. 

he’s never had any serious relationships in his life and it’s mostly his own fault. he loves sex and thinks it’s a great way to bond with people but he’s terribly afraid of falling in love ,especially if it’s falling in love with the wrong person. so while he’s got lots of flings killian kinda figures he’ll never fall in love. although if he did he’d be a big cutie and softie about it . 

killian’s a big nerd, his comic books are his favorite thing in the world and it’s mostly because they used to belong to his parents and so it’s one thing that ties him to them. it’s also the one thing he remembers about him. he loves superheroes, especially spiderman and deadpool because they’re the best (i am biased because they are my babies). while he’s been drawing his own comic books for ages he’s afraid to show anyone his work and be ridiculed for them. 

he’s got bad self esteem issues. while he knows he’s hot and has obviously no problems with the ladies, he’s also never felt like he’s been worth much. his grandparents love him dearly but he always had to deal with his aunts and uncles calling him a bastard and his paternal family wanted nothing to do with him because of that. while he knows his parents were young and crazy , he knew they were in love. however certain people in his family have made a big deal about him being a bastard and it’s gotten to him. 

he is your number one go to guy if you need to have fun and let loose. while he won’t be the pushy type when it comes to alcohol or drugs, killian loves letting loose and having a good time. he’s always at every party and also makes sure everyone’s having a good, but also safe time, he’s honestly such a nice reliable dude