Hiiii!!!!!!! I’m Sylvester!!!!!!!!!! I go by multiple namezzz leik chem/kill/sylvie/syl and more… I use anothrr user called TarnalHeart..
I have been active on Tumblr since June 2024, almost two years ago! Since then, I dedicated my first blog to my original characters. All whilst unmedicated, untreated, and severely ill, both physically and mentally. Over time, maturing and becoming more wary of what impression I left on my platforms/blogs. In turn, I created what was originally wrathapparatus, out of anxiety and frustration for my own personal issues that I will not disclose on what is now the Killchemic blog.
·¯·♪·¯·♫¸¸ “𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓪𝓷𝓲𝔃𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓸𝓼!”·¯·♪·¯·♫¸¸
I have a handful of mental + physical health issues, I tend to vent from time to time, whether it’d be about complex lifelong/ongoing trauma, or personal reasons, (ex:. Familial, delusions, etc.)
I have been able to persevere during harsh times with people like @lowksune and many more of my friends, I couldn’t be more grateful for them. I have been improving as a person, morally and intellectually, becoming more open to new opportunities that involve socializing, for now, I’ll be A-OK!
“𝔅𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤, 𝔟𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤, 𝔟𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤, 𝔅𝔒ℜℑ𝔑𝔊!”
A little pet peeve of mine is that I visibly cringe or grimace just by looking at anything remotely basic, for example, a collage, artwork, anything similar that follows under these categories, so I’ll add a little extra something—some life, maybe a dash of pizzazz?
I enjoy audibly, and visually pleasing stimulants such as certain types of music genres, something ALIVE, or upbeat. Or bright, vibrant cartoons. From time to time, I indulge in gruesome horror genres (waiter, more thriller!) for a little perhaps entertainment. I grew up with these types of medias so much to the point that it even seems normal or comforting.
I like to read. I like reading books with inspiring, and charming literature that follow interesting themes and story patterns. This aids me in coming up with my own writing, and building characters.
I grew up with sound-to-color synesthesia, or for short, chromesthesia a rare neurological phenomenon in the brain that has affected me since early childhood and well into my teenage years. This is why I tend to color-code words, months, or numbers based on what I see when they’re said. This can also affect how I embody my writing and artwork. I also grew up playing video games, always Splatoon, mainly because as a kid I felt like this understood what I saw and tasted with music, it was the shoe that fit perfectly :)
On the topic of sounds, I like to use headphones for better hearing ability (AND because I always lose track of my earbuds), which means that whenever I listen to certain sounds, frisson or unique patterns in the music’s sound, rhythm or tempo will always be my cup of tea.
SYLV’S BLINKIES⤴️
SYLV’S INTRO PT.3⤵️
