Fine yourself

I fell for the wrong person

It’s right

I’ve fallen I’ve been stuck

It’s night

Pain, theres a ton

No light

Hope, there’s a luck

That might

From my chest

To my back

I feel it growing

I gotta keep track

blood flowing

my wings needs to stay intact

So I can go on

You cannot do this

Mentally incapable or physically?

Both?

How would I know

How much longer do I have to wait

Maybe I can just save myself before it’s gone too far

Before the month anniversary

Which wholesomely matters but only for the half of us

If you need me if you love me if you want me

You’ll find a way to

Get me back

The more I try the more I hurt

I didn’t give up, I’m just not gonna try

Enough

What it is 

It sucks

for now

Feels good

for now

Can you just tell me the truth??

No matter what

Truth is tricky

You can be telling me something that’s True

But this is not the whole truth

Half the truth

Is a whole lie

I wanna break out of this

Break us out

Come out of the darkness

Bring you with me

You will have everything

He was holding me tight

I couldn’t breathe

But no way did I wanna pull away

I’ll miss out on oxygen for a bit

For this moment

This night

Angry or not

I just always want to say I love you

I don’t say it as much because I don’t get it back

I try to stop saying it so much but the feeling is real

I go through heart break during a relationship

I’ve said I love you to you, more than a few times

I don’t hear the lovely words back

With your tears

Let it come out

I know you have that lump in your throat

That lump comes from your heart

Your heart got damaged

You’re kind of an idiot that keeps crying

You don’t leave him

You can’t

Is it even physically possible at this point.

I cant draw the line

I can just cry

I’m helpless

I don’t wanna be hopeless

When you let go of hope, you let go of everything

Letting some things go is fine

But not hope

Let go of your thoughts

Free yourself

Free your thoughts

Just be you again

Why did he change you

Why is he doing this to you

He has been in the dark and continues to be in it

How can he not understand how you’re feeling

If he understands, then his actions show he doesn’t care

If he doesn’t understand, then he definitely doesn’t give a shit

Fuck fuck fuck

Danny wtf

You told me you’d never hurt me

I continue to believe everything you say

Because that’s what someone does for love

Fuck love

I never want to love again.

I just want to love myself

And get away from this feeling as far as I can

I wanna learn to deal with it at least

But all I do is cry

I fell in love with his story

His tattoos

The story behind his tattoos

The way he symbolically uses social media to contract his feelings

He has feelings

He makes you feel bad and worse

When you’re together tho...that’s when magic happens

You love him

You know he is destined for greatness.

But this fact doesn’t make you no less.

He doesn’t text you back on time anymore.

He acts like he doesn’t care anymore.

All you wanted was a call back, you told him you’re not okay, but did he call you back?

Lol no

Instead he will turn it over to you...

“Why are you doing this to me”

“This is not healthy”

He doesn’t feel shit.

Damn Nodira

Wtf

You doing too much. The shit you’re doing is not being reciprocated. We want the love we give. You ain’t getting the shit you givin. That’s why it hurts you so bad. At the end of the day, all you have is you. Telling yourself everything is gonna be fine constantly won’t make everything fine. But acknowledge the fact that it actually will be. At this moment I’m the most in pain. Over what?

1. You do so much for a person who constantly says things and might think he means it but doesn’t act on it. Doesn’t prove it.

Actually, he proves the opposite. Which now makes what he says a lie.

He lies.

He doesn’t trust me.

You’re giving your all to this same person

You still believe the things he says because you have hope that things are gonna get better.

Because you truly care about him

Because you felt so good with him

Because you let him cum inside you

Because he is the most unexpected fun

He has a funny sense of humor

You love him