💘 Tommy Hilfiggy Tomboy 💘

still in michigan but i have my own place now. i have for almost 3 years now. life is expensive but i’m surviving. i worked for a good company for 4 years that i ended up hating by year 3…got laid off from that job. lost my granny 1 day before Christmas and 3 years ago my brother and my father passed.

my passion then became my full time job. i’m scared, i’m scared of losing it all, scared of being broke, scared of being alone, scared of failing.

still think about my ex girlfriend sometimes and check her social media to make sure she’s happy because that’s all i ever wanted for her. forgiven myself for my mistakes in life, still learning. seeking to understand before speaking.

i’m doing pretty okay. i’m still just being me..trying to be the best me! i pray this passion will take me further than i could ever imagine. i wanna take care of my family and give back.

i think my soulmate is in new york. she’s amazing. flew her here twice. she’s been my peace lately. scared to really express how i feel because i wanna take things very slow. but i will say this is the first time i’ve felt like this in 5 years.