* 25

another day of missing you heavy

it sux looking at old pics of me seeing how happy n strong n myself i was… i fr don’t know who i am anymore.. like there’s a fuck ton of shitty aspects im glad changed in me, but it still hurts

my life is so unbelievably boring, i miss a lot

doing a deep dive of all the msgs i’ve got on this phone, and it’s honestly fuckin ridiculous how disgusting of a human i was... booze and i cannot tango

who put the fucking hex on me

i’m doing soooo fucking bad in school rn... i’ve exhausted my financial aid so if i don’t pass this semester i just can’t graduate LMAO... is this the thrill of being in ur early 20s

doing anything has become so unbearably difficult