rambles

i’m in such a bad mood but everyone keeps asking me questions like leave me alone… i’m literally begging you to leave me alone…

don’t pmo 😭 you’re matching with cute guys and i’m talking to a 35 year old autistic conservative guy who’s into feet

"we have been unable to reach you" after ghosting me for an entire month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont want to work for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wait i don’t wanna do this job lol

i kinda wanna be with an old cowboy hag

stop talking to your ai bot and go on sketchy chat websites and talk to older men instead they’re just as horny

and if i say im indulging in unhealthy attention seeking activities then what

“why are you talking to me like that?” when it’s just my normal confused tone of voice 😭 i already police my tone when talking to my dad why is my sister exactly like him bro… it’s so draining having to be everyone’s emotional crutch. i always have to be the one to worry. i’m the one soft enough to be walked all over. and whenever i get upset or if my feelings are hurt i have to be the one to take that first emotional step out of my own comfort zone to explain myself… it’s so exhausting

interview…. for not even a good place but i’m so scared… this is my first job ever…. i wish living just consisted of living and not anything else

bro i feel sick im so scared IM SCWRER

he like… genuinely doesn’t even care. he’s just so focused on his not-really gf and doesn’t seem interested in just talking as friends ?? like he shows no interest of consideration of the things i talk about. idk that sucks i guess neither of us are good friends

i love my brother’s fat little cat but every time he rubs his stupid face against my neck i get so itchy and end up scratching my skin red

i feel a little sad. my littlest sister is kinda my baby. we sleep in the same room and i am her safe space. i know it’s normal for siblings to separate when they grow up but it’s so sad and i don’t want her to be sad i don’t want her to feel lonely i mean i already feel lonely and guilty and i haven’t even moved out yet 😭