Though you must know, I did saw that post you made days prior.. And I’m quite worried. I’m sorry this may be out of the blue for me to only now to reach out to you, I’m just relieved to see you post from the implications I feared you might do.
I don’t know what’s happening on your side of the screen, but obviously, “are you okay?” questions are pretty dumb for me to ask.. So here we are.
The people you mentioned.. I know that you, them, along the others were close. Ya’ll made the RCP fandom such a great and open community back then.
I know from your past posts about how much you miss old times and the people you had. I understand that. Nostalgia hurts when you thought how much better you had it back then than it is now.
And I say better because it’s undeniable that this fandom is going through quite a rough patch, the dramas and all..
The people we lost.. They were one of the most greatest people here in the fandom, and you’re also one of the most greatest person in this fandom.
JP, you’ve been a big part of this fandom for as long as I can remember, the person I think of when Roy comes on screen, the Roy roleplayer of the RCP that inspired others to start theirs that eventually led to a whole roleplaying era, and someone who wrote the stories I enjoy a lot on Wattpad.
You’re an inspiration to many people, that includes me. You may not feel okay, and that’s fine to some extent. But you should know that we, your mutuals here on tumblr, are here for you.
This may come as empty and I understand, I just hope this message could comfort you in a way.
Happy birthday JP, I hope you have the strength to keep the numbers going up and for you to have the time to heal. You have a lot more to experience outside of tumblr, even if you think otherwise. Hardships will always be there I admit, but that’s another way for us to have character developments. I’d like to think it like how we always give our characters angst and shit for the sake of character developments, but that’s just me.
And here on tumbr.. who else is going to be there for Finn’s first appearance later in the show other than a firefighter/firetruck lover? I hope one of them is going to be you.
When you’re done reading this, simply delete it.
Omg I shouldn’t be tearing up at 1 in the morning but here we are. (It’s shark month too. I just started) Thank you for this anon. Really, I just. I’m at lost of words with how some people view me. I’m just a dumb adult who doesn’t really know what I’m doing in life. I will admit, the post I made yesterday was due to having a mental crisis of graduating and new stages of life
I know I changed since 2022. I was much nicer and had so much energy. I was more open and happy. I will admit, I have turned way more grump and grouchy and I know I do scare newcomers out with my attitude. I know I should work on it tbh. It’s not right for me to act this way.
But to the people who have stuck me, even with my crappy attitude and are willing to listen to me. Thank you. I know I might not alway say it I appreciate my mutuals who I cherish. Some of been with me since wattpad, some had joined when the tumblr fandom started, and those who have joined now. You guys really are part of the reason why I continue to stay in this fandom. I just, I don’t have words to describe how much I love my mutuals, even if they’re not with us anymore or moved into different fandoms.
The one thing that hasn’t changed for me is my love for Roy. He’s been my favorite character since I discovered the show. Brave, string yet gentle. (I will make probably make a post on why I love Roy so much).I got to meet his actor (jason I will cherish you), I met the voice director (Liza Ortiz). I made several fics of him that reached over 10k views,
I just. I can’t belive all this stuff happened to me. I’m actually crying as I write this but thank you anon. Really. Whoever you are, this really touched my heart. I know my mental health issue get in the way but this. This just. Yea. I’m very happy rn and yea.
Thank you everyone who stuck around me. Again and again and again