Don't Have To Be Happy To Be Happy You're Alive

🌑”The moment you told me you didn’t love me anymore you looked me straight in the eyes. // I think despite all the events that followed that was the most unnerving thing."🌑 #happyheadshotday #headshots #actor #filmactor #laheadshots (at Los Angeles, California)

🍬 girl as sugar rain. 🍬 (at Los Angeles, California)

👩🏻‍🚀 You know sometimes, to get perspective, I like to think about a spaceman on a star incredibly far away. And, our problems don’t matter to him, because we’re just a distant point of light. But he feels sorry for me, because he has an incredibly powerful microscope, and he can see my face.👩🏻‍🚀

🌊 Discovered the ocean// after years of puddle jumping🌊 (at Malibu, California)

😤I’m a reasonable woman. I’m an understanding woman—but some of ya'll be testing my patience. 😤 (at Los Angeles, California)

✨hey you guys, so my other account kickbutt_actress got hacked by a guy that was bitter I wouldn’t date him and deleted it. I had 20k followers on it and more important than that it documented my journey of getting through abuse, losing my left eye, standing up for my rights in college, developing into the powerful successful woman I am becoming. However it is just social media and my followers were inactive since I had that account for over 6 years and luckily I saved every photograph on my website. So like a Phoenix form the ashes, I will rise and create this account, which is more of a journey to my artistry, how I am managing going through a divorce, dating again, and being a human being. Please follow me on this journey! ✨

🏑 Sometimes, I’m the mess. Sometimes, I’m the broom. On the hardest days, I have to be both🏑 *(there’s no broom emoji)* (at Renaissance Pleasure Faire)

⛅️ He is more dream than boy// so I’m not sleeping very well⛅️ (at San Pedro, California)

🎻 I compose myself. My self is a thing I must now compose, as one composes a speech. What I must present is a made thing, not something born.🎻

❗️It is only when I am alone that I rebel. Here is both my force and my weakness. I have the hand strength to BE irrevocably myself, but not to impose this self or live it out. But, now the impossible me is here❗️ (at Hollywood)

🥂There’s a yellow dress and I’m not in it anymore. /// Does that come before or after the bad rosé?🥂

🧣they will rip your clothes. leave you shaking. do not let them forget: today, you are not breaking.🧣

💕g i r l as p r o m i s e💕 (at La La Land)

🌺 I am healing. I am growing. One day, I will be good at this. 🌺 (at Malibu, California)