She said

Conquered

I came to you without seeing a map,

Welcomed me with an alien clamor,

Excited a part of me that shouldn't be,

Took thousands of steps and never knowing,

How willing are you?

In taking the road of nowhere,

that leads to uncertainty,

as well as the zone outside the comfort,

where no one knows you deeply,

and the language your soul is speaking,

isn't what you'll hear forever,

Are you real?

If what I'm seeing won't last, let it fade

For I might never know how to stitch things back

from what you shattered and threw,

Iron heart

Despite you being fictional, it was never irrational,

You go beyond and that meant a lot,

To many you are someone to look up to,

Yet to me you are a person and a mentor,

Still

She will continue to flow like a running river

to wander and be lost without any regrets,

In a world with numerous passages of where to go,

Under the sky

She will always chase the unknown,

The thirst of the in-betweens in every destination.

She will always conquer the fear,

Your girl

What once a wish has come true,

yet thoughts of who to be with flew away,

I remember the wish and what I felt ,

back to the time when being with you was still the dream.

In so many times.

From different people that went through you

are never-ending praise of how beautiful you are.

then I saw your beauty with my own eyes,

Now how can I not feel your pieces in me?

I heard about you and I had to see you.

A lot of years passed with stories in between

yet now they no longer matter because I finally knew you.

Your girl is now 30 yrs old!!

Thank you Universe for letting me celebrate my 30th birthday the simplest and best way I want it to be.

Walang kupas,

Noon at ngayon,

sa napakahabang panahon,

sa dinamiraming nangyari,

sa distansyang hindi masukat,

sa hindi mabilang na mga tao,

sa napakaraming dahilan,

ang puso koy sobrang galak,

at hindi magsasawang

magpasalamat sa pagkakataon

na hindi makakalimutang panahon.

This year has been pretty and crazy. The emotional resilience I saved in one corner of my mental space was tested. There were so many moments that I've been put into situations that I do not understand. There were a lot of actions that I could not unsee and thoughts that I could not unhear. And the list might be too long for this. When things become tough and whenever I start to question my self-worth, I always return to the core people who know my values, experiences, thought processes, failures, and vulnerability.

This year, All the situations I had allowed me to see the beauty in every relationship with the people that surround me. I always believe that people come and go but I experienced it the hard way this time.

It's crazy how unexpected friendships blossom.

In so many days and moments, In so many arguments and emotions.